July 25, 2014
Dear Zayn,
I've gained ten pounds. I haven't been writing lately. Sorry about that, I just haven't been able to do anything. Liam stopped bringing me to the counselor. I guess he finally realized that it wasn't working. I found some videos on my phone that we recorded together the day before you died. We were sitting on the couch and taking turns saying what we loved about eachother. I looked so happy... that's not me anymore. I've changed so much in the past couple of weeks. I still have your phone... Liam though I'd want it, but I can't look through it. I'm not ready to see all those pictures and videos. And the messages from that night... I just can't do it yet. I love you, Zayn.
Ni xx
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Dear Zayn
RomanceAfter the death of Zayn, Niall goes to a very dark place and struggles with suicidal thoughts and actions. Can he find happiness again? Read Niall's journal entrys and go through the treacherous journey of depression and get his view of loss and pa...
