Help me [Satzu]

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"Yah" someone yelled out to me I look around and I find a girl with black hair and a Bennie. She looks very mad.

"Who are you" she said to my face. "Tzuyu" I said but then I hear a loud gasp and I know exactly who let that out."listen to me Tzuyu don't ever go in my girlfriends dorm room ever again" she poked my chest. "I'm sorry but I can't" I tried not to look into her eyes" I don't want to have to beat her up on my first day. Plus she's way shorter than me.

"Why dumbass" I hear even more gasps and without me noticing there was people surrounding us. "Because that's my room I'm new dumbass" I said. I tried not to yell because now I know that this airhead is Sana's girl and I don't want to ruin my relationship with her.

"What?"

"I'm new to this college and I share the room with her dumbfuck. Now get the fuck out of my way." I said and I bumped pass her forgetting to talk to Himari.

I left the campus to go to a park. I sat on a bench and looked around, I see the sun setting and I see kids playing with their families. Looking at them just makes me think about what's the point of being alive this college is shit to me, no one likes me and my sister doesn't even love me anymore.

Flashback

"Mom can you buy me that" I asked  "yeah mom can you get that for us" Himari asked we begged our mom to buy us ice cream from an ice stand in the park.

"Okay okay I'm going which one do you guys want" my mom asked "Mango!!" We both said at the same time. We started to play games when we waited for our ice cream. My mom arrived with two mago ice cream cones " here you go" we both ran to our "yaaayyyy" . After that we would play games with my mom and we would never want to leave.

I really want to die already.

I came back to the dorm when I opened the door Sana ran to me and hugged me. "are you okay I was worried about you" she hugged me so tight. "Yeah I'm fine" I said.

"I saw what happened I'm sorry she's like that with people I talk to. But nice job from holding your anger back I saw how angry you were" she let me go and gave me a thumbs up.

I smiled at her cuteness "Wait did I just make you smile yess" she got so excited and started to ramble about how to make you smile. I laughed when she started to speak very fast. "Did I just make you laugh too Oh my God. Please tell me I'm one of the first people to make you laugh in this campus"she asked crossing her fingers.

"Your actually the first person to make me laugh in a year" when she heard me say that her expression changed in an blink of an eye. It went to happy to worried quickly.

"Wait why" Sana pulled me to sit on her bed.

I ended up tell her everything. I told her about my family, Himari, and why I want to end my life.

"No don't do that I can help you"