Help me [Satzu]

6

I woke from people laughing and speaking loudly. I looked around and I was on my bed and I was in my room. I got up and went to the kitchen and I heard people talking.

"Aren't you happy she's here"

"Of course I am"

"Look how grown up she looks"

"She's an adult"

I went to the dining room and I broke into tears. I saw my whole family after so many years.

They all laughed at me and called me a baby. After having the guts of looking back at them it still amazing to see my Grandma, Grandpa, Dad,Mom,and Elkie.

"Tzuyu how was it over there" Elkie said

"Boring depressing" I said trying to hold back my tears. "I saw Himari she's a bitch. I couldn't take it anymore so I killed myself after a few days at college".

"Was college that hard?" Dad asked me. "It wasn't because of the work it's because of-... never mind"

"So tell me. tell me everything you did when we were gone" my grandma said taking me by my shoulder and sitting me down on the chair.

I told them everything, everything except about Sana. I was in tears telling the story but it was worth it.

My parents were shocked when I told them about Himari.

"Tzuyu we have something to say." My Dad said he looked at me straight in the eye. I was a bit confused why were they so serious about me talking about Himari.

"Your sister is the reason why most of us died"

"Your sister is the reason why most of us died"

"Your sister is the reason why most of us died"

"Mom" Himari was 16 and I was 17 "Can I please go I'm going to miss out on the party"
"I said no your on probation you've done way more then enough"

" if I did all of that why do you still love me?" Himari asked "because your my daughter I would never hate you for anything".

They were talking to each other in my Mom's room they didn't know I was home and I had no idea why she was in probation. But now I know at that time she killed my Dad she could've been in jail but I guess my Mom didn't want her to.

"She had depression and anxiety every time she would have an anxiety attack she would go crazy" My Dad said looking down

"It wasn't her fault it was a mental illness"

My Dad tried to brighten everything up so we went to the living room and talked about our old memories. I laughed at most of them and felt down at the others I really miss my family.

Now that I can think about everything else, hows Sana doing?

SANA'S POV

It was all my fault