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Taehyung
YEAR 22
22 May

I received a call from Namjoon as I walked down the sidewalk, past a large park filled with luscious green trees. Namjoon had been calling me a lot recently.

I slowed down and walked away from all the people around me to talk in a quiet area, I sit down against a wall, facing the sea, answering the phone.

"Why are you calling me hyung? You're older than me so you should take care of it yourself. I should not be responsible for the things you don't get round to doing."

A cold shiver crawled up my spine. Everything in my world has seemed to have collapsed.. I feel like I'm struggling deep under the ocean's surface, cold and scared.

I'm lonely and angry.
I feel like I can no longer tolerate these feelings.

I want to stop this pain.
I want to hit my father.
But I'm too scared to do it...

I don't want to be like him.

I don't want to be violent like him, even though his blood runs through my veins...but I can't help but feel a surge of confidence bloom in my chest, as if I am waiting for the right moment to get back at him.

And just maybe...I will someday...

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