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Jimin
YEAR 22
3 July

I lay on the floor after I'd turned off the music, hearing nothing but my rapid heartbeat and my uneven breathing. A video of hyung dancing is playing on my phone.

I wished my movements could be as natural and precise as his, but kept making mistakes when attempting to align myself properly in the positions.

Hyung's take on the dance looks effortless because of the countless hours of practicing. It hasn't been such a long time after him, until I'd gotten the inspiration to try and do it myself, since I was envious of his good dancing.

But because understanding something
versus
just doing something when inspiration strikes is different...

I'd have to try so much harder.

I got up again and repeated the steps as I glanced at the video every now and then. Even though I may mess up the coordinations, I will work on them separately today, and I'll match them together tomorrow.

Instead of teasing compliments, I want to be seen as a serious dance partner and receive proper acknowledgements.

*whispers* You are perfect Jimin!!!!!

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