Only Mine | Vkook

Being always fucked up

Edited by 💜😍@taetrash8397😍💜

A long ass shitty chapter ahead.

Enjoy.

Our management said nothing about our mating. They just want to keep it a secret from the public. They're happy as long as we perform well. Greedy bastards.

Depression is creeping in on me again these days. I'm not even sure of the reason. Maybe it's because I'm not on good terms with the boys these days. Sure, they tried to fix it but I just didn't allow them to go beyond futile approaches.

It's not like I'm hating them or something like that. I just need time to sort things out. Well I shut myself off from everyone except for hobi hyung. I didn't have the nerve to resist him. He knew exactly how to lift up the mood. No wonder our fans call him sunshine.

Taehyung as usual avoided our encounters at all cost. He would always cling to jimin and jin hyung. He couldn't even stand being in the same room with me as if my breathing intoxicates the air around him, as if my being intoxicates the world around him. It all just gives me a killer headache and turns my alpha into a ticking bomb with a messed up timer so you'd never know when it's gonna blow.

We're currently heading out to shoot a TV show. I don't wanna be there. I'm tired of faking my smile. It's too awkward between me and tae, so we mutually wordlessly agreed to completely ignore the other's existence. It's become a common thing this past month.

We're either fighting or ignoring each other.
When we parked the van, I saw something that made my inner alpha growl lowly in warning. SM entertainment's vehicles. SM idols are here. Including EXO. Including a certain alpha. I gritted my teeth as our last encounter's events replayed in my mind.

"Is everything okay, jungkook ah?"

I jumped sensing jin hyung patting my shoulder. Fuck. I almost had a heart attack.

"Yeah.. everything should be okay."

I said. My voice husky in fury. I don't like it one bit. I don't like that alpha one bit.

"Then why are you glaring at those vehicles?"

He pressed again not convinced with my answer. I rolled my eyes. Typical mama bird behavior. He reminds me of one of my aunts back home. So nosy. I ignored him and took long strides towards the entrance.

"Yah....kid, don't ignore meee...aah.. you see.. I'm the oldest..I'm your hyung, brat. I raised you all these years."

Jin hyung screamed hitting his own chest to prove his point. I closed my eyes covering my face with my hands. People in the parking lot were eyeing us curiously. Aish this hyung. So embarrassing.

And he's the one whining like a kid. Sometimes I wander who's really the maknae of the group. He is but a 5 year old living in an adult's body. It's funny though.

We entered the green room, a still nagging jin hyung hot on my trail. He's such a kid. Make up artists are already waiting for us. We hurried to our seats and let them do their work.

"Jiminie.. where's that brat?? Don't tell me he's missing again. I told you to look after him."
"I only went to the restroom for a minute and he's gone. Aish.."