15th of may of 2018
11:20 p.m.
suavemente
i m having a mid life crisis...... victoria hasn't talked to me and in the longest of time and i have sent her messages and snaps and she's either opened then and not sent me anything back or just doesn't even open them. i just wanna talk ya know omg. anyways today was alright. i have a lot of work to do for finals that's in two weeks ugh. i just want school to be over omg. my mother made some bomb ads chicken and guacamole tacos today and we made some cilantro green pepper salsa and it was bomb. i ware a movie today in class and it's called american graffiti and john milner boi omg. it's getting hot in here. my manzzz was cutie like always i lobe him quiero muchisimo. kary told me she had a dream about me and him dating and my heart warmed up liek i want it to happen so bad but i feel like i'm too ugly for him and that he doesn't see me that way. plus i'm super shy around him and i feel bad for him because when we look at vines i don't always show them to him ima change that . he deserves attention ya know. i just wanna give him love ugh. i'm crying cause ill never get a boyfriend. send help.
call me baby
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