Beautiful, Bipolar, Bella.

Beautiful, Bipolar, Bella. *7*

Hello, it's been a while. *But life hasn't been easy recently, haven't been able to keep strong. I haven't been able to write much, Anyhow, hey! Thanks for reading and thank you if you continue reading... 

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Bella went to her brother's room and got her brother's laptop, and returned to her room. She plugged the laptop into her speakers and went through her brothers laptop, she decided to click 'shuffle' and let it play.

“I've scribbled out my view on faith, and waiting until timing's right; I've sat and pondered on this for days and days and nights and nights.” The music began to play and Bella turned it up until it was on full blast. She had always loved her brother's taste in music, it set her free. She began to sing along with Nixon, the lead singer of the band Framing Hanley. She began jumping to the beat while screaming along, she was enjoying herself and revealing all of her anger and confusion from the events earlier.

The music was blaring, enough to give you a headache but it didn't seem to bother Bella, she was having too much fun.

Eventually when she got tired she lay down on her bed and listened to the music, tapping her hand to her leg to all the beats.

She opened her eyes slightly when she felt the bed move as if someone was sitting down, a hand swept some of her behind her ear. Bella looked up to meet them blue eyes she had missed, Matt. He smiled slightly at her, taking in her beautiful appearance. He leaned over to the laptop and turned the music down until it sounded like a lullaby softly humming in the background.

“Are you alright?” Matt asked, searching Bella's features, looking for clues but she never gave anything away.

“Mhm.” Bella replied and lay her head back down, “Just tired.” she was only half lying, because she was tired but that wasn't all that was bothering her.

“If you're tired then why was your music so loud? I wouldn't be surprised if the neighbours complained.” he laughed.

“No neighbours.” she reminded.

“Smart ass,” She laughed and rolled over to face him, she looked into his eyes and for a moment she could have sworn that her heart had stopped as she thought about how angel like this boy that was lay beside her looked. She couldn't believe it. She laughed slightly and pushed the thoughts back before getting off the bed only to be pulled by the wrist into Matt's embrace. “You're beautiful, you know that?” he asked, Bella only looked at him. She felt mildly content, a feeling she had not felt before or did not recall feeling that way. She looked into Matt's pale blue eyes and snuggled into him further, slowly drifting off to sleep, after all; she was tired.

She woke up the next morning, she had been moved under the covers but Matt's arms were still wrapped around her, it made her feel safe. She began to watch him, not wanting to disturb him in his sleep, she just wanted to savour the moment, it had already been three days and Damen would be back in four more so she wanted to make the most of it. She sighed, smiling to herself, she tried to wiggle out of Matt's grip, only to find that he tightened his grip on her waist.

“Mmm, go back to sleep.” he mumbled against her neck, she laughed gently and wrapped her arms around him and closed her eyes.

Soon after, Bella heard Matt's breathing get deeper, taking this as a sign that he was asleep she got up and had a quick shower. She towel dried her hair and brushed it, along with her teeth. She pulled on some leggings and a over-sized green hoodie. She then climbed back into bed with Matt. He was still asleep but wrapped his arms once again around Bella, smiling slightly in his sleep.

“Wake up,” she whispered,

“Na'ah”

“Fine, be awkward.” he nuzzled her neck gently, Bella felt a blush travel its way up her face, and pressed her lips to the top of his head. Matt pulled her further under the covers with him so that their faces were at the same level, he still had his eyes closed but pulled her closer. She giggled at his adorableness and her eyes travelled to his seemingly inviting lips that she had waited so long to feel against her own, she groaned and Matt's eyes snapped open in confusion.

“What's wrong?”

“Nothing.”

“Tell me.” Matt kept his tone firm but his eyes betrayed him and showed concern,

“It's stupid.”

“Just tell me.”

“K-K-Kiss me.” Bella whispered, trembling with anticipation and fear, fear of being rejected but just as she was about to open her mouth to say something else Matt's eyes caught her attention as they travelled to her lips, he bit his own and met her eyes again, he slowly leaned in until Bella could feel his breath against her lips.

He waited there for a couple of seconds before Bella decided that she couldn't wait any longer and closed the few centimetre distance between their lips. She felt the butterflies in her stomach wake up, her lips tingled, she began to feel light headed but never wanted to stop. Matt seemed to sense her need and parted her lips with his, slowly placing his tongue between her parted lips, he leaned forward and deepened the kiss, it was more than Bella had imagined. The butterflies were stronger than imaginable and what she felt was indescribable.