Torn Between 2 (Jc Caylen and Matthew Espinosa Fan Fiction)

leaving and confessing

Shawn drove us back to my house so we can take Jc to the airport. We didnt really talk much in the car because, i mean we made out for like 20 minutes in a car. We got to my house and walked in and found Jc's stuff by the front door.

Y/N: hello? were home. I yelled to see where everyone was. 

Suddenly i heard screaming and laughing that sounded like it was coming from the kitchen. I walked in the kitchen and looked to my left towards the living room and saw Jc and Matt playing mario kart on our wii.

M: NO STOP, JC!!!!! matt stearted screaming and then screamed in his high picthed girl voice. I just stood there kind of laughing. Then Shawn came in and started laughing too, it was quite entertaining, watching them scream at eachother.

Y/N: hey guys, as fun as this is to watch you scream at eachother, we gotta go to the airport.

The boys stopped playing and got in my car and we left to go to the airport. I was driving with Jc in the passenger seat and Shawn and Matt in the back. The car ride there was a little quite. After about 20 minutes we got to the airport and we all went in to say bye to Jc. We got security and thats as far as we can go.

M: bye man, im gonna miss you. Matt said and gave him a hug.

S: bye dude, see ya later. 

J: gonna miss you guys. Then Jc looked at me. No one knows we broke up but Shawn.

Y/N: bye Jc. i said and gave him a HUGE hug. "im gonna miss you" he hugged me back so hard i almost couldnt breathe. We both pulled back.

J: im gonna miss you too. Then whispered "babe" to me. Since thats what he always called me when we were together. I smiled and gave him a small kiss on the cheek. He started walking away towards security, he turned around before going through security with a smile on his face waving to us. Thats the last time i will see him in like 4 months. Now i have to tell Matt the news.

We left and went back to my house and Shawn drove back to his hotel, hes leaving at 8 tonight to go  to the airport, to go back home. I brought Matt somewhere in private to tell him me and Jc broke up.

Y/N: Ok, so i need to talk to you about something very important

M: um ok. He said and sat across from me on the couch.

Y/N: so, yesterday i went out with Jc and i talked to him about some stuff that im about to tell you. Well i had to break up with him.

M: woah, why?

Y/N: because, ugh i like you and Jc. i blurted out.

M: ..really?

Y/N: yes Matt! i cant help but smile when your around me, and i get a feeling inside me when ever your around me, but the same thing happens to me when im with Jc.

M:  wow, this is crazy.

Y/N: ha, but the reason i broke up with him is because i needed to take a break. I needed to figure some stuff out.

M: like what?

Y/N: to see if i wanted to be with you or Jc.

M: oh.

Y/N: you still like me dont you?

M: yeah ofcourse i do.

Y/N: yeah so, lets just act normal, i just really need to figure this out.

M: i understand.

Y/N: no you dont Matt. Liking 2 guys, alot and you dont know which one to pick and it gets to your head and you think about it constantly.

M: ok sorry.

Y/N: dont be. So what do you wanna do till we have to go to the airport?

M: i dont know, you just wanna chill?

Y/N: sure.

*skip to airport*

Me and Matt got to the airport and we planned to meet up with shawn and get some coffee at the airport and just talk for a little while.

S: hey guys!

Y/N: hi!

M: sup! We went and got coffe like planned and started talking for a little while.

Y/N: so whats your plans after you go home?

S: well im gonna be staying there for a while then go to new york in September. Then go to LA in october. Then go home then go back to LA in December.

Y/N: oh cool, i will be living in LA by then! We can hang out, if you can.

S: yeah totally. 

We finnished talking and our coffee, he had to go hrough security so we said godny quickly.

M: bye man, you better text and facetime me.

S: dont worry i will, especially for my biggest fan.

Y/N: bye Shawn, im gonna Miss you. I said and hugged him tightly. 

S: gonna miss you too. He said and sneaked in a kiss on my cheek. I pulled back and smiled at him. It was a friendly kiss dont worry. He walked away with a book bag and guitar case going through security.

Me and Matt left and i dropped Matt off at his house so i could go home and relax and think about everything. Right now im thinking about Jc more then anything right now. But im still not sure, we will wait and see tomorrow.

sorry this chapter was a little boring but hope you liked it

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