Torn Between 2 (Jc Caylen and Matthew Espinosa Fan Fiction)

chill day

Next thing i remember is waking up on my bed, not even under the covers. I had tissues surrounding me and i felt so sick. I looked horrible like i stayed up all night and under my eyes were puffy. The memory slowly came back to me, i just lost my best friend and literally cried myself to sleep. I went downstairs to grab something to eat and went back upstairs to get in the shower, even though i took one last night i felt disgusting. I washed my face really well to get the feeling off my face. i got out and put on some eye roller to take away the puffyness. I got dressed in some relaxing clothes.

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I was going to finish packing today because these moving guys are supposed to take everything later on tonight so it can be shipped to L.A for me. It was around 1, i slept in really late. Probably because i was crying so much last night. I finished packing everyhting. i got out of my room  and went down to the living room and decided to facetime some people since i felt so alone. i decided to facetime Shawn, i waited for a while till it said it was connecting.

S: hey y/n, whats up?

Y/N: oh nothing, what about you?

S: at home.

Y/N: oh wow, im suprised your not in new york or anything.

S: oh haha yeah, i dont have anything planned for right now. But i do have to go to New York sometime in novemeber.

Y/N: oh thats cool. Im just at home.

S: when do you move to Cali?

Y/N: 2 days

S: oh wow.

Y/N: yeah i know! im kind of excited.

S: why kind of?

Y/N: well i didnt want to bring it up right away but me and Matt arent really friends anymore, i dont think.

S: woah what why?!?! he sounded super shocked. I then explained everything to him.

S: wow. 

Y/N: yeah i know. I literally cried myself to sleep last night.

S: awe im so sorry, wish i was there to comfort you.

Y/N: thanks! the reason i facetimed you is because i can be totally real with you no matter whts it about and your always there for me.

S: wow, im so flattered! We both chuckled.

Y/N: i dont think hes ever going to forgive me. Even though i didnt do anything. 

S: he probaby will, just give him time.

Y/N: hopefully its in less than 2 days because when i move im gone.

S: just stop worrying and go do something. 

Y/N: theres not much to do.

S: go shopping, thats what girl do right?

Y/N: oh my gosh Shawn! 

S: i dont know, im not a girl.

Y/N: ok whatever, ill let you go and i'll text you.

S: kk byee

Y/N: see ya. and ended the facetime. 

I went on twitter and scrolled through my timeline and came across a picture Matt had tweeted with the tweet saying "friendzz" It was him with 2 friends one being Luke and some other kid. I looked closely at him and saw he was wearing our bracelet we got in L.A. When we were in L.A we got a matching bracelet, mine had black and silver bead things on the braceket and his had black and white-ish beads on his. I was wearing mine today and so was he. He knew its like our friendship bracelet, im suprised he didnt take it off since hes so mad at me. I texted Shawn to ask him a question.

Y/N: if you and your best "girl" friend just got in a huge fight and you both had friendship bracelets would you take yours off or leave it on?

S: probably take it off so i wouldnt think of her..why?

Y/N: Matt tweeted a picture and hes wearing the matching bracelets we have.

S: maybe hes takinga break for now.

Y/N: hopefully. He knows when im leaving so if he doesnt talk to me by then, i guess i have to get over it.

I decided to go out and buy a couple more things for my apartment. I was bored and there wasnt much to do. I spent a good hour or so and i finally go home it was around 4 and the moving people were there so i went in and my mom was telling them what goes. I helped out also and after they left all i needed to do now was pack my clothes and some shoes. My room looked exactly like it did when i first moved here a couple months ago. I heard nothing from Matt all day so im guessing he really was done with me, i thought he would crack today. I chilled the rest of the day and texted Shawn all through out the day. I got super bored and decided to facetime Jc..

J: whats up y/n?

Y/N: nothing

J: when are you coming back to L.A?

Y/N: tuesday.

J: oh wow!

Y/N: i know! your gonna help right?

J: ofcourse i am!

Y/N: awesome, so i havent talked to you in awhile. You still single?

J: yup!

Y/N: oh wow, im suprised.

J: whats that supposed to mean?

Y/N: your just so smooth with the ladies i would have thought you would have picked up a girl already. Apperantly your game is weak.

J: oh shut up y/n

Y/N: ahah im kidding!

J: so hows Matt?

Y/N: were not talking at the moment

J: why?

Y/N: we got ina fight.

J: oh sorry.

Y/N: yeah i dont want to talk about it, if you dont mind.

J: oh yeah thats fine. If you need anything you have me to text!

Y/N: thanks!

J: and by the way me, Ricky and Kian just moved into a new house.

Y/N: oh yeah i heard about that. The house looks cool.

J: how do you know what our house looks like?

Y/N:  youtube videos..duh

J: you watch my videos?

Y/N: yeah why wouldnt i?

J: oh no reason.

Y/N: is it because we broke up?

J: yeah.

Y/N: im not like those girls who totally hate their boyfriends

J: yeah i know.  After Jc said that i hear someone scream in the background.

Y/N: what was that?

J: Kian.

Y/N: ofcourse..

K: HEY Y/N!!!! kian yelled in the background.

Y/N: um hi Kian! jc started laughing. " im gonna let you guys go"

J: ok see ya in 2 days!!

Y/N: k. I hung up. 

The rest of the night i watched t.v and just chilled.

*skip 2 days*

OK guys omg the next chapter will be the very last chapter of this book!! Im sad to end it but the last chapter is going to be AMAZINGGGGGGGGGG!!!!! well i think it will be!! im excited. Im excited for the next book, i need to think of some ideas for the title, idea, etc. BUT IF YOU HAVE SUGGESTIONS PLEASE LET ME KNOW AFTER THE LAST CHAPTER THAT WILL HOPEFULLY BE POSTED TOMORROW..but idk yet :))) btw sorry this chapter was boring lol