Torn Between 2 (Jc Caylen and Matthew Espinosa Fan Fiction)

..hes been there the whole time

...........continuing from last chapter

M: uh why are you out of breath?

Y/N: i ran - all the way- up the stairs- from the lobby. I said trying to catch my breath. I walked in and collapsed on the bed, now breathing more normally.

M: why didnt you just take the elevator?

Y/N: i was trying to catch up with you but you already went into the elevator and i really need to tell you something.

M: ok then tell me.

Y/N: in private. I said and looked at Shawn who was getting dressed.

S: fine, i will leave. Ya'll can talk. he sai dand walked to the door and opened it.

Y/N: Thanks Shawn.

S: yeah...but just let me know when i can come back in. And shut the door.

M: so whats up?

Y/N: alright i was talking to Jc and he was saying sorry and all that crap and he told me he was suprised that i wanted to be with him over you.

M: what? why was he suprised?

Y/N: thats what i asked. Well he said because of our bond.

M: our bond? He said and sat next to me on the bed becoming much interested into the conversation.

Y/N: yeah he said we have this connection that he has never seen between 2 other people before.

M: wow, i never realized that. Maybe i was too busy just living in the moment.

Y/N: yeah me too. And i thought it was mr and Jc who had that connection when really it was you the whole time.

M: what?

Y/N: Matt its you im supposed to be with, not Jc, not anyone else but you. The universe doesnt want me with anyone....only you.

M: really?!

Y/N: yes!

M: or are you just coming to me because you and Jc broke up.

Y/N: what? no! Jc is the one who made me realize im supposed to be with you, i can even feel it. plus you know im not that kind of girl.

M: your right sorry.

Y/N: well you still have feelings for me right? because i still have feeling for you....alot of feelings. I laughed and so did Matt.

M: haha yes i do, i have had feelings for you for the longest time and never stopped.

Y/N: aw really?

M: yup. he said and smiled.

Y/N: well now what?

M: i dont know, do we get together?

Y/N: im not sure, probably not right now.

M: why?

Y/N: its a bad time because im moving to L.A in about a month. and we wont see eachother much.

M: what about long distance?

Y/N: no, i wen t through it once i dont want to do it again.

M: well yeah but im not Jc.

Y/N: just no, i dont think its a good idea.

M: so we cant ever be together?

Y/N: i dont know.. but we can still have our amazing friendship, but not as friendly.

M: you mean more flirty?! he said and smiled and put one eyebrow up. I started laughing and pushed him alittle in a playful way.

Y/N: maybe..