Torn Between 2 (Jc Caylen and Matthew Espinosa Fan Fiction)

Matt asks...

i was woken up by the sound of my phone going off. I looked over at my phone and it was a text from Matt. I grabbed my phone and unlocked my phone and went to my text messgaes and clicked on Matt's text. I rubbed my eyes first and then looked at my screen again to read his message. I had about 20 and they all basically said "wake up" "come to my room" i replied back finally and said "ok" i got up slowly and went to my bathroom to brush my teeth and wash my face. I put some clean socks on and went to the guest room Matt was staying in. I opened the door and saw him already dressed and on the bed on his phone.

M: morning

Y/N: how are you already dressed. I said still trying to wake up.

M: i have been up for 2 hours.

Y/N: why so early?

M: y/n its 12:00 in the afternoon

Y/N: oh wow, really?

M: um yeah. he giggled

Y/N: oops. i said and sat on his bed.

M: so what are you doing today?

Y/N: nothing really. I might go get some boxes and stuff im moving to l.a october 2, its september 25 today soo.

M: oh right, i could help you get boxes.

Y/N: ok thats cool.

M: wanna go now? I could drop my stuff off at my house and then we can go out and go somewhere to get boxes.

Y/N: yeah thats cool. how about i will get dressed and u can take my car drop your stuff off and everything and then come pick me back up?

M: ok sounds cool.

Y/N: alright hold on. I go in my room and get my car keys off my table and go back to the room and give them to him. He goes down staairs to the car drives to his house whil i go upstairs and take a quick shower. I blow dried my hair, threw some make up on and some clothes. 

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When i was done i grabbed my purse and went downstairs to see if Matt was back and he was i went into the kitchen to see ig he was there but he was in the living room watching tv.

M: about time woman

Y/N: hey im sorry. Im a girl i take longer.

M: whatever. lets go. I followed him to the car and he went over to the drivers side and i started to follow him.

Y/N: what do you think your doing?

M: getting in the car.

Y/N: yeah, but you get on that side. I said and pointed to the passangers side.

M: oh come on.

Y/N: my car. i drive.

M: your so sassy today

Y/N: shut up and move. I said and smiled as he handed me the keys and jogged over to the other side. I got in the car, started it and went on my way to a storage unit to get boxes from them. On the car ride there it was silent excpet for some quiet music playing on the radio. Matt finally spoke up.

M: i really dont want you to move.

Y/N: why not?

M: because i will be away from you.

Y/N: yeah i know.

M: why do oyu have to move?

Y/N: well .. because..

M: exactly. Matt said cutting me off.

Y/N: Matt, i like it in California. And i have always wanted to live there and i am. ok?

M: yeah but what do oyu even want to do in your life?

Y/N: i dont know, i was thinking about strating a youtube channel.

M: that would be cool, but thats not really a career if it doesnt go anywhere.

Y/N: thats why i might apply to school or get a better job.

M: alright whatever.

Y/N: why are you so frustrated about this?

M: because i want you to be here with me y/n, not a 1000 miles away from me where i cant see your beautiful and hug and kiss you whenever i want or hold you when ever i want. 

I became silent after that, i was incomplete shot that he just said that to me because he dosesnt seem like that kind of guy. Hes that kind of guy if he likes you he will be a little touchy and flirty with you but never really pour his feelings out unless he needs to. And he just did. i finally broke the silence.

Y/N: im sorry Matt, you can visit.

M: and see you once every 2 months? he said really annoyed and pissed off. i just kept my mouth shut the rest of the ride.

We finally got to the place and got some boxes. it took us like 5 minutes to do so we ended up going to get some frozen yogurt. We went to get some, pay for it and sat outside since it was a nice day out. We didnt talk much for a little bit we just talked about random things. Until..

M: y/n i dont think you understand how much i like you.

Y/N: ..what? i said, i didnt expect him to say that, i mean i know he likes me but that was just out of no where.

M: you heard me. I looked at him and he was looking down at his cup playing with his fro yo grinning.

Y/N: yeah i know i did. But why did you say that?

M: because i really like you. like ALOTT! i smiled really big.

Y/N: well thanks! im flattered. I like you too. ALOT! i said mocking him but i meant it.

M: well good, i was hoping you did.

We became silent again, eating our fro yo in silent until Matt spoke up...again.

M: will you go on a date with me?

Y/N: ha are you serious?

M: yeah tonight at 7. I started thinking about our first date and how cute and amazing that was. Lets just see if he can top that!

Y/N: Matthew Lee Espinosa are you asking me out on our 2nd date?

M: yes i am! what do you say? he said looking at me with a foolish smile on his face.

Y/N: ok! i will. 

M: awesome. we have 4 hours till it starts

Y/N: your weird i said and got up to throw my cup away. he followed behind, but when i turned around he was right infront of my face, inches away. 

M: tonight is gonna be way better then our first date. he said and winked at me. he threw his cup away and walked towards the car leaving me at the treash can. I honeslt was sacred but excited. I really cant wait!!!

sorry again it took long to updat ahh im a horrible person but guess what i was sooooooooo close to go to sunsation tour tomorrow in d.c but NOPE my parents said no so now im sad.. i may or may not have cried...ok tmi anywyas hope you like it! se ya laterzzz

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