Torn Between 2 (Jc Caylen and Matthew Espinosa Fan Fiction)

tears..again

I woke up very slowly at 10 am. I opened my eyes slowly and saw i was looking at the ceiling, which is kind fo weird to me because i never sleep on my back, i dont know it bothers me so much. I looked to my left slightly and saw i was actually laying on someone. I looked up a bit and saw Shawns face asleep with his face on the propped up pillow looking to the left, and him laying also on his back. I tried getting up but felt weight on me. I looked around and saw Shawns arm around me, i had no idea how i ended up like this. I think i just kind of ended up like this. I tried nudging his arm off me with my shoulder, i got his arm off me but it kind of woke him up so i jumped up out of the bed and looked at him staring at me.

Y/N: um hi

S: hi. he said in a deep morning voice

Y/N: um you should get up, the event starts in 2 hours.

S: ok thanks. I tried playing it of because to be honest that was awkward. "want me to wake up Matt?" i asked Shawn. He just nodded his head while rubbing his eyes to wake up. I turned and looked at him to the bed next to ours and grabbed my pillow and just threw it at him effortlessly. and ofcourse he didnt wake up. So i grabbed it again and started hitting him with it repeatedly. All he did was groan and said stop, but i wouldnt. He finally sat up and when he did i accidently hit him in the face wiht the pillow.

Y/N: oh my gosh im sorry i said and hugged him because i felt bad.

M: ha its ok y/n

Y/N: alright, well the event starts in 2 hours so get ready

S: whos getting bathroom first?

Y/N: um can i take a quick shower and i can do my make up out here.

M: sure and you dont need make up, your beautiful the way you are. i just smiled and rolled my eyes and grabbed my stuff to go and take a shower. I took a 5 minute shower and went out hurriedly with a towel around me yelling "dont look at me, dont look at me" because i didnt want them to see me in just a towel l i mean like seriously? But its not like they looked away anyways. I wen behind this little half wall that came to my chest about. It divided the beds from the living room area.

S: um..ok ? I just laughed and started getting dressed. Shawn was next to go in the shower. So i was getting dressed while Matt was picking out his clothes for today and going on his phone. I finsihed getting dressed so i went over to the closet mirror and did my make up.

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By the time i was done with my make up Matt went in the bathroom and Shawn came out. I checked my phone for any notifications and i got a text from Jc.

J: come to my room.

I told Shawn i was going to see Shawn and i will be back in a few minutes. I went down to Jc's room and knocked on the door. Jc answered and let me in.

J: hey babe! He said and gave me a hug.

Y/N: hey soo, any reason why you told me to come down?!

J: um no just wanted to see your face.

Y/N: oh shut up i said and and sat on his bed. We kind of just started talking till we had to go down to the event room. 20 minuted went by and we made our way down to the room. I waited in the back with the guys but first the Magcon guys had to go on and then O2L would go on and then they would all be in the stage. 

*skip to show time*

I was in the back eating the snacks set up while boys (Magcon) names were being called. I was just hanging out with O2L talking and laughing so hard my stomach was hurting. for some reason i delt really weird. Im not really sure why, you know how i said like im so happy with Jc and everyhting well i dont feel that happy right now. I love Jc and all but i dont think its the kind of love like in a romantic relationship type way. Soon enough all of O2L got called out and Magcon were in the back where im going to be all show.