As she was releasing her final album before her indefinite break, someone asked April about that song Back to December. Why would she want to go back to December? What happened in December? Or a better question would be, Who is December? Was he that...
"So why would you want to go back to December, when you could enjoy and cherish all the other decembers that are coming?" an interviewer asked me, confused.
I grinned, knowing that the guy in front of me didn't quite understand the real story behind the song.
"Because with December, I felt normal. When I was with him, I am me" I answered, and the confused chatter grew even louder amongst the crowd. ------------------
This life, that I now have -- Where people everywhere I go knows me, wants to take photos of me. Where a management has the right to tell me what to do and to what not. Where people thinks they can decide which is best for me-- is slowly tiring my entire being.
I have had enough of all of these. I grew tired of the constant need to satisfy their demands. Everyone always wants a piece of me. It was so exhausting. I even considered not continuing, and to live my old life outside the spotlight.
That thought stays within me for so long. Now that I am twenty five, I finally decided to write my last album before my indefinite break. I was so done with all of the drama I have to go through. That's why I asked for sometime from the management, to refresh my mind and for once, rest after years of making albums and doing world tours.
My final album. After this, I can breathe.
The final song. It was entitled "Back To December"
Back then I wanted a lot of things in life just like any other typical teenager. Although life has always been so good to me, I never get contented. I had lots of choices and I made my decisions carelessly. I should've thought about it hundreds of times.
Now, let me tell you why one of my decisions made me want to go back to December.
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(A/N: So this is how I imagined April in the story - a young Taylor Swift. Anyways, Hello guys! this is Eyebeethoughts27 version 2.0. Lol. I changed my username as VyvLpz and am currently rewriting some of my stories! I will edit this short story to a version the "older and wiser me" prefer better. Hehe. I hope you will still like it, and I hope my old readers are still here in wattpad and are still passionate about reading and writing as much as I still am right now. Love, Ivy)
