Hunted by the past.

The First Kiss

Lady's POV:

"So he told you he liked you?" Harold chrank in a sarcastic laughter "How could he? I mean you were friends, so he can't like you" He stops laughing when he saw my serious face. We were friends, that's for sure. But in the same time, he liked me and I did, too.

"I was surprised like you, or even more. But before, after the movie was over, we went to a coffee shop and again, I still was keeping my mouth shut. For two seconds, I lost myself in a day dream. I just was thinking what would happen if we ended up together, what would be his parents' reaction, and what would people say about me, and especially my classmates and his. I was dreaming until a warm hand held mine. I hop and he smiled shyly to me.

"You haven't spoken the whole evening" He asked me and I pulled back my hand. It wasn't the first time he held my hand, but I had to understand things because I was fucking confused.

"Nothing, I don't like to talk a lot, plus, I didn't know what to say. Just liked that you're telling every thing about you" He actually had told me every thing about him. He likes sport, especially soccer, he hate bananas and love eating orange, his favourite color is purple although he dislike wearing it, he is training himself to talk slowly because his Biritish accent makes his voice like an old man's voice, he has a tattoo on his neck that no one know except me, he's born on December the 17th and love fridays because he had the chance to hang out with his friend whish their names were Nathan, Jordan, Anastasia, Noël and Miranda. Jordan is his bestfriend since 3years, since he came to Florida. Anastasia is Jordan's girlfriend. Miranda and Nathan are sort of lovers but none of them has the courage to tell the other, so every one knows that they like each others except Mirand and Nathan...Well, that's a lots of fact but yes, he told me every thing and I'm trying to remember other things about him. Anyway, back to the story. That night was my favourite time I've ever had with him because I had the chance to see the real Cody, the one who's not afraid to laugh out loud in a dead silence situation, the one who moan every time he took a bite of his food, the one who's funny, silly and weird but in a beautiful way. He was acting natural and not faking himself to impress me or something whish leads me to act myself and just enjoy the moment and for the first time ever, I felt the butterflies. I don't know who is that smart person to call them butterflies because they were bees buzzing and turning my stomach upside and down. At the bus station, he tried to held my hand. For God sake! I pulled my hand again. He just looked to me and whispered "Sorry". And then I regretted pulling back my hand. I had to make a move. I had to say or do something. 

"Don't be. it's just...we're friends, right? And holding my hands makes me..." Nervous? Confused? Want you? Those were the right words to discribe my feelings but I just said the word "Weird." He didn't reply. He just get closer to me and looked deep in my eyes. I wanted to pull back, I wanted to push him away, I wanted to kiss him but I didn't want to take risks and ruin the only freindship I had, but I had to do what my mum told me, I had to take risks. It sounded in my head so perfect but in reality, I don't think so. So, I stayed there not saying something nor moving an inche of my body. But for him, he keept coming closer and closer to me and it was only a few inches between us. I was expecting from him to make a move and kiss me, but he just keept smiling. We stayed like that for more that 30 seconds and then he pulled back and smirked "I can't believe that until now you didn't understand" I crossed my eyebrows and when I wanted to open my mouth to speak, he sut me with his finger "Don't say any thing, you were silence for a long time whish made me nervous" I laught a little when he said the word nervous.

"Well, sorry for making you nervous" I said sarcastly and he joined me with a half smile and the continued.

"But now, you have to hear me. I know it's so early because we just had one date..." A date? I knew it "Yes, it was a date. Who could bring his friend to watch Twilight with him? From the first sight, I had a thing for you. But I'd lie if I told you I accept the word friend coming from you, but I told myself that let's stay friend because no girl resist my charm"