Hunted by the past.

The reason why.

I hadn't post for a long time because first, I had a lot of things to do, second, I had to change the story and make some changes. But from now on, I'll update every day.

xoxo

Sam :D

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Lady's POV:

After Harold had left, I couldn't fall asleep. I though bringing those memories again would make me sad and wet my eyes, but it makes me so happy and so homesick to those days. I really miss Cody at this point, I do. But I don't have to be selfish and I already promised myself to walk forward and move on. But how can I forget a whole love affair like that? Cody was younger than me, that's for sure, and i was just a teenager dirt bag, but what we had was real and so perfect even for some high school love affair. I can't lie and say that high school wasn't what I expected because it was more than I even wanted. It was just too good to be true and I had known that would end somehow, but I've never though it will end like that; Cody dying and me marrying another. I look to the clock next to me and it was almost midnight. Midnight...My mind flies to that night when I got back from my date. I found my mum waiting for me in the living room. 

"Oh my God!" She ran and hugged me "It's almost 11 P.M, I was scared."

I didn't reply and I tried so hard to hide the smile. But how can I hid something like that from my mother. My relationship with her was to close, we've been like sisters because my mum got married in a very young age and we were alike in every thing. She looked to me and gave me a genuine smile saying "So it was a date?".

Date? My stomach groaned when I go back to the date. I've never been went to dates before but I don't think that anyone could beat up this day. Even it was so much simple, it was beyond perfect for me.

"Yes, I was a date!" I said after burying myself in the couch. "And you know, mum? it was so much fun even for a movie night." She sat next to me and held me so tight.

"I'm so happy for you. But what about him?" she said and let me go. I clinched my noise in disbelief. 

"I don't know" I simply replied. She choke her head saying " It wasn't what I meant. I mean, you two...um.. You know?"

Oh!

"He said that he likes me and I said too but.." I looked down and she took my head between her hands and raised her thumbs to make me look at her.

"I told you before age is just a number. Look at me, when I got married I was just 18 and everyone blamed me even my own parents. I needed my mum to say this to me, that whenever you're happy, age doesn't count. Well, I know I know I'm not a good role model but at least..." I held her hands holding my face and she let me go.

"I got your point,mum" I said and I didn't know if I have to tell her that I said also yes to a secret relationship. I already felt guilty about it.

"Lady?" she said bringing me to reality. I raised my head to look to her "Is everything okay?" I had to tell her.

"There's this thing. When I told him that I liked him but I was afraid of what people would say about us, he...uh..he said.." Why the words couldn't come out of my mouth? "He said that we could be in a secret relationship" I said it faster than ever. My mum's jaw were about to hit the ground. She was shocked and pointed to me trying to figure out every thing. My heart started to race and my breathing was like a gasp for air. She ran her finger in her brown hair and said after letting go a breath "Are you happy?"