Trying {frerard}

*9*

"alright, you guys are good. Lets go before we are late". We all grabbed our bags and ran. Ever since Gerard had done our makeup and clothes the first time, we've all been coming to his house before school so we can all look dead before school. Every morning I come at 5:00 a.m, usually in my underwear and just a t-shirt. His house is only a block away from mine, so I stumble along in a sleepy haze until I get there. Gerard is usually sitting at his dining room table drinking coffee. I'm the first one to be awake and there most of the time. We have to be at school by 9:00 a.m. so we sit at his table smoking and drinking coffee until Mikey wakes up and Ray gets here. Of course, Ray always bursts in with a big grin and a sweet attitude. Mikey stumbles in from his room and gets a cup of coffee and doesn't speak until about 6:30 a.m.. Then we get on our layers and heavy clothes, and Gerard does are makeup. It's usually about 8:50 a.m. by then, so we run out of the door and make it to school just in time so we don't get detention for being late. That's how my life is now.

"Frank" Gerard put his cigarette down into the ash tray. "What?" It almost caught me off guard. "Are you okay?" He looked me in the eye. He always does that. When he talks to someone he will always look them in the eyes, as if he's staring into their soul. "Maybe....not really.." I raised my eyebrow. "Me neither... But you guys make me okay enough" he lit another cigarette. "Okay enough? I didn't know I was useful..." I giggled. I don't believe this was the time for jokes, though. "You. You like to bring spirits up, ya know? Sarcasm is like your superpower. You have this way of seeing things that makes me feel better. Your eyes are also really beautiful, I stare into them a lot. I don't know if you noticed. Ray. He's like a sunshine. He brings his smile with him and leaves it in the minds of the people he talks to and stays around. Mikey. He's a genius. Absolutely genius. He's always made me look at all I have and what I need to love and what not to love. You all are absolutely genius. You guys just-". Ray bursted in. "Hi guys, I brought some hot chocolate, and some cereal, and some donuts!" His arms were full of everything he said he brung. "Ray?" . "Haha what?" He smiled. Gerard was about to say something but I watched him put it away for another time. "How many donuts did ya get? I'm starving" Gerard smiled to match his. "Oh well ya see-...." Ray carried on talking about all the different things he got on the donuts.

Before we split up to go to our classes I pulled Gerard's sleeve. "What's up?" He smiled and stayed beside me as mikey and Ray walked together to their first class. "Next time I get the chance, I'll stare into your eyes too. They're beautiful, ya know..." I smiled and walked away.

They're emerald with dark green spots.