Trying {frerard}

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Wow. Is this my life? Is my life this big mess consisting of bands, piercings, and hair dye. I thought maybe I would clean up my act this year and become a regular 17 year-old but noooooo that's not how God prefers my way of life. It's not that bad but I swear if I get called "emo trash" or "queer geek" one more time I am going to flip out. Why am I suddenly thinking this now. Chemistry class? Really Frank? What a great place think about your life and what it has come to. Suddenly I am brought back to reality when my teacher yells "MR.IERO ARE YOU DAYDREAMING AGAIN BECAUSE HEAVEN FORGIVE ME I WILL-". She is cut off by a sudden swinging open of the old, noisy door. I suddenly get dizzy and think I might pass out when I see Gerard walk in. Gerard Way. Probably the hottest man I've ever seen in my life. "Sorry I'm late, my car broke down, some crap was broken  and I had to walk to school." He walks by me and I smell his sweet fragrance. Like raspberry ice cream that is topped off with a big glob of caramel. Am I ever going to get a chance to focus in chemistry. With Gerard and my stupid-wandering-off-memory I can't get anything else through my head without it slipping right out. "As I was saying......" My teacher continues her lesson while I pretend to drop my pencil so I can get a look at Gerard. He's sitting in the back with his best friend, Ray. Gerard is always wearing one of his favorite band shirts, his converses, a pair of skinny jeans, and his favorite pair of black sunglasses. His hair is dyed turquoise at the roots and the rest of his hair is black. I finally ask for a bathroom break so I can put myself back together. On the way to the bathroom I run into Gerard's brother Mikey. He acts just like Gerard except Gerard is a little bit more popular and Mikey wears glasses. He knows me and we've hung out a few times. "Hi frank" he says in a whisper. He's pretty shy and quiet at school. "Hi Mikey" I say back and I swiftly go into the bathroom as he walks by and I make sure to lock the door. Imagine trying to bring yourself together after witnessing the person you love the most in the world walked past you and then you bumping into his brother that is actually kind of your friend. It's probably the hardest thing in the world for me.