Butterflies - a Ricky Wilson fanfiction

Chapter 15: Fake friend

A/N:

Just to let you know there is a part where Ricky swears a little. It's just one word, I hope you guys don't mind that much.

Hannah x

Emily's POV

As the start of live shows is coming up so I had to start preparing. It was thirty minutes into the rehearsal and Kylie already nearly walked in on us kissing. "We have to be more careful next time" Ricky said, smirking.

"That goes without saying" I said, kissing him on the cheek. I'm singing Ego by The Saturdays, I used to love that song when it first came out.

It wasn't a very productive rehearsal though, every time I tried to sing he would always try and distract me and make me laugh. My phone went off and my dad was calling me. I sighed and ignored it. I didn't want to speak to him. I got better at not getting upset at every bad thing he says and just ignoring him, it's the best thing to do.

I hugged Ricky and he kissed me on the forehead. I have the best (and cutest) boyfriend ever. The rehearsal was over in the blink of an eye. Ricky had to stay at the studio to help the other contestants in the team, I was on my own for the next three hours. I decided to call Britney, she was a girl on team Will. We had become friends ever since the incident with Amelia.

Britney had long, hair and emerald green eyes. She was tall and athletic, every mans dream woman. We went shopping and then went back to Ricky's hotel room. "You make the cutest couple ever" Britney said sitting down opposite me on the bed. I smiled, "thanks Brit."

"I wish I could find someone like Ricky" her head looked down at the bed sheets, I could tell she was going to cry. "Oh Brit" I said, moving closer to her and hugging her. "You will. I bet my life on it." I said, handing her a box of tissues. "Thanks Em." Britney sniffled.

I smiled at her. The hours flew by, we talked mostly about Ricky. Ricky came bursting through the door, as he normally did, "hey Em, hey Britney" he said walking over to us smiling. He leaned over and kissed me. "I'm going in the shower" I said standing up.

"Okay baby" Ricky said.

I left them to talk on their own. After I got out of the shower I got dressed and dried my soaking wet hair. I walked out. My mouth dropped wide open. Ricky was kissing Britney.

I felt angry, upset and confused. I had to get out of there, quickly. I got my shoes from in front of the door and slammed the door behind me. I walked away from the hotel, I had no idea where I was going but I guess anywhere is better than there for me. I found a park. I found a place out of public view where I broke down and cried.

I could feel my phone vibrate in my pocket, I ignored it. I had nothing to say to Ricky right now. Ricky wouldn't take the hint that I didn't want to speak to him and kept calling. I gave in an picked up the phone. "Where are you?" He asked wearily.

"How dare you?" I said angrily.

"Em, I'm so sorry. I know you're not going accept my apology. I'm not going to deny I did it, because you saw. It was an insanely stupid thing to do, especially when I have the most perfect girlfriend there is. All I want is you, I got caught up in the moment. I don't expect you to forgive me yet, I can't explain in words how guilty I feel about the whole thing."

I didn't want to forgive him but I did at the same time. "I trusted you" I said through the tears. "I know you did. It hurts me so much knowing that I hurt the one I love the most." Ricky's voice sounded muffled, I knew he's crying too. "I'll come back, but it doesn't mean I forgive you." I said, and with that I hung up.

Ricky's POV

It was a stupid, spur of the moment thing. I never meant for it to happen. One minute we were talking an the next she kissed me. Emily has been through so much without me adding to her worries, I'm such a shit boyfriend. She means the world to me and now I'm on the brink of losing her for good.

There was no way she was going to forgive me straight away, there was no point trying to deny it, she saw me kissing her. Emily knocked at the door, looking unsurprisingly angry and upset. We both sat down on the bed opposite each other. My eyes were still red an puffy from crying, I could tell she had been crying too.

"Why Ricky?" She asked softly.

"I don't know. I really don't know. It was a spur of the moment thing, I don't have any feelings for her. I love you and you only." I gushed.

"You know I love you, this hurts me a lot. I'm going to try to forgive and forget. For you. But if you ever do this again, you won't see me again." She said.

"This won't happen again. I promise." I said and kissed her on the forehead. I literally have the best girlfriend ever. Luckily for me, she changed he mind and she's trying to forgive me. She got changed and was getting tired, I let her fall asleep in my arms. This girl is my everything.