Mark's POV:
At that night I cried.
Jackson stayed with me for the night. He rocked me on his lap, slowly, singing my favourite song and softly stroking my thigh in a comforting way. He told me constantly that everything's going to be fine and that he is with me and never leaving my side.
I choked out a muffled cry on his chest, clutching his dark blue t-shirt in my fist.
"Shh it'll be alright" he would whisper. "It's okay" he would say. "I'm here with you" he would kiss the top of my head.
He rocked me until I fell asleep.
Jackson's POV:
I tucked him into bed very carefully, I did not want him to wake up.
He was very shaken by that event, he tries to stay strong but his emotions are stronger than him. He feels ashamed, he feels like he's supposed to man up and not let it bother him, which I think is not okay. He can cry as much as he wants to and I will always be there for him.
I completely understand him, I would be very upset too if the person I last want to see tried to touch me.
Mark thinks his body is ruined, dirty, objectified and shamed.
For me, he will remain pure. I will always respect him. I won't ever do what he doesn't want me to do.
I left the room for a second, I had to put the lights out.
I walked around his apartment, turning off all the lights and making sure everything was on it's place and the door was locked.
I entered the room again and closed the door behind me. I took my shirt off and carefully snuggled behind him, closed my eyes and began to fall asleep.
A/N: lmao sorry this chapter's kinda short
The next chapters will get happier okay
My friends keep diagnosing me as a psychopath because I kinda lack sympathy, I'm a great liar and I keep being told I'm manipulative lol
I don't think I'm a psychopath tho
Also my friend thinks I'm a narcissist just because I'm confident about my looks?? Can't I like myself?
It's funny how people say we should be more confident but then when we are confident they say we are just full of ourselves and in my case they call me a narcissist.
What a strange world. Good thing I have my own.
