Panic Room (Discontinued)

Depression

Trigger Warning: Mentions of suicide, Self harm, extremely sad(don't know if I can call that a trigger but meh)

Virgil p.o.v

I'm in a tiny corner in my room. I know I'm claustrophobic but, it helps to keep what I'm thinking out of Thomas mind. I hear a knocking on my door. I just sit in the corner of my dark room. Hoping it's not the others.I hear another knock. Followed by a muffled voice. Sounds like someone is crying. I know it's not Logan because he doesn't do feelings, and I know it's not Roman because he would of gone to Patton. And it's not Patton cause he would of opened the door. I hear a strict more clean voice, sounds like Logan.

"Virgil. Open up we need your help with Thomas."

Thomas? Wait is he the one that's crying. D-Did I let him hear me?  I slowly walk over to my door. My eye shadow still mixed with tears from yesterday. I forgot to take it off. I put up my hoodie and open the door.

" Whats wrong with...... T-Thomas?"

I see Thomas sitting on the floor in a ball hunched up crying. Patton is trying to comfort him. Before letting Logan and Roman tell what happened I walk over to Thomas, I crouch down.

"T-Thomas y-you okay?" I ask stuttering hoping I didn't do anything. 

Thomas leaps up  and hugs me.

" I'M SO SORRY VIRGIL!" He yells.

Everyone looks at me and Thomas in surprise. Trying to get attention off me because I'm having a mini panic attack over here. I ask Thomas.

" F-for what?"

He responds with" For making you think those thing about yourself. You could of told us. And what you do to yourself and and i'm such a bad person for not realizing it sooner."

Logan, Roman, and Patton look at Thomas. Patton being the only one besides Thomas who cared for me being the dark, anxiety filled person I am, asks

"What d-does he do to h-himself?"

Thomas pulls up my jacket sleeve and turned my arm so you could see my wrists. I struggle not wanting anyone to see the cuts on my arm but fail. Thomas makes sure everyone gets to see and we sit there for about a minute before tears start to flow down my checks. I quickly force Thomas's hand of my arm and pull my sleeve down. I then bolt into my room, close and lock the door. I curl up in a ball on my bed and hear knocking on my door and people yelling my name. I knew I wouldn't be getting much sleep tonight. Everyone was being so loud until they finally gave up. I relax and manage to clam myself and ended up falling asleep crying. 

~Time skip~

The  next day I tried to pretend everything was normal ,but the other didn't look or talk to me the same way they used to. They were all kind. I noticed this and took action.

"Why are you guys treating me different then before? And if you say it's about what happened yesterday I will go back to my room."

Everyone stood there quiet. Until Patton spoke up.

" Virgil, do you mind if we check your arms today?"

"Patton!" Roman yells.

" Well Patton is just curios and wanted to know if Virgil is okay." Logan said

" Curiosity killed the cat Logan." Roman said vigorously. 

Without think I say " Satisfaction brought it back."

Patton looks at me and say" So can I look please."

I look down and slightly roll up one sleeve. I did more. It layered cuts all along my shoulders because I knew they wouldn't look there,but  Thomas knew.

"P-patton you m-might wanna check his shoulders." Thomas says quietly

He lifts my jacket up more to revel deep bleeding cuts. With the dark color of my jacket no one noticed the blood.

" Virgil!  You can't keep cutting yourself. It disrupts Thomas well being." Roman yells at me.

Patton grabs bandages and takes me to my room to fix my up. And takes me to my room to help me.

" You have to stop doing this kiddo" Patton says in a Low voice.

I start to cry in Patton's arms before being told.....

" It hurts me to see you like this because I love you."

I look up towards Patton.Did he just day he loves me? I snuggle in his arms before being meet by his soft lips. He lick my bottom lip asking if it's okay to enter my mouth. I let him. I never knew how dominant Patton was. His tongue was exploring my mouth. I let out a soft light moan. Quietly trying to keep it in. Patton noticed this and stopped our lips parting for a bit as we stared in each others eyes.

"I love you too" I mumble

Ahhhhh sorry some fluff. I couldn't end it on a sad note. Just so you know there is not going to be any  sexual love in this story. In the one shots.... maybe ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) See you guys later and remember, Subscribe to Thomas Sanders! Take it easy Guys,Gals and Non binary Pals! PEACE OUT!