KJ's POV
I know I shouldn't have heated things up with Cami, I know she's probably still afraid of someone touching her but god I wanted her. But if I told her that I know about Daniel she'd be embarrassed and not want to know about me. But at the same time I want her to tell me so I could help her get over it and make her happy.
Cami's POV
I just ruined such a great night with KJ, all because of him... When I told Lili about Daniel I felt a little better, if I tell KJ I might be able to get over it. I should ask Lili to see if she thinks it's a good idea. I walk to Lili's room and knock.
"Hey lilz, can we talk"
"Yeah, of course, come in Cams"
"It's about KJ..."
"Omg, i forgot to ask, how did your date go! I heard you get home a while ago but I was on the phone with my mom"
"I was amazing Lili, I had such a good time and KJ is the sweetest but there's a problem... So when we got here he offered to walk me to the door and when he was leaving I made him come back and I kissed him"
"OMG that's good!!" Lili interrupted
"I know but the kiss got a little tooo heated if you know what I mean"
"YESSS!"
"Lili let me finish! He started touching me and I remembered Daniel and I kinda pushed him away and told him I had to go inside..."
"Cami, I'm so sorry, I don't understand what that's like but knowing you can't take further steps with the guy you like because of the past sounds like it sucks so much"
"It does because although I just met KJ I wanted something with him... I could imagine a future with him which is why I need your advice. When I told you about Daniel I felt a little better, so what if I tell KJ? Maybe that will help to clear Daniel out of my head for good & I could start a real relationship with KJ, unless KJ doesn't want me anymore after I tell him I was raped repeatedly."
"I think that's exactly what you should do, but don't think like that, based on what you have told me KJ likes you alot & I don't think something that wasn't your fault is going to make him leave you."
"Okay, I think I'm gonna invite him over tomorrow after work to talk to him, do you think you could go out or something? I don't wanna kick you out but I need to be alone with KJ to fully talk to him"
"Of course I'll go out, you need to do this alone, I'll ask Cole what he's doing tomorrow and I'll go out with him."
"Thanks! & oooh Cole? Does Lili like Cole??"
"NOOO, not at all, we're just friends"
"MHMM SUUREE 'just friends' whatever you say Lilz"
"Do you want me out the house or not?" Lili says laughing
"Yess please" I say getting up and walking out of the room"
"Goodnight Cami"
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I was sitting down in a chair getting my makeup done when I heard my favorite laugh come into the room. They finished my makeup so I went up to him and sat down.
"Hey cams"
"Hey KJ, I wanted to make sure that what happened yesterday didn't change anything between us, I really like you KJ"
"I like you too Cami, everything after the incredible kiss we shared is forgotten, all I remember is the kiss being great and that's all"
"Thanks KJ but that's what I need to talk to you about, the only way I can continue with that we have is by telling you the truth about me, can you come over to my place after shooting?"
"Yeah, I'll be there"
KJ's POV
Cami is going to tell me all about Daniel, I know that's what has been holding her back from wanting to be with me. I need to be there to comfort her, I know this is going to be a serious conversation tonight but I want to show her I care. I'm gonna take her flowers and her favorite chocolates.
At around 7 Roberto told us we could go home, I went up to Cami and told her I had to go run an errand before going over. I went to the store to buy chocolates and then to the only florist shop I knew was open right now and bought her a bouquet of flowers. Then I raced back to the apartments. I showered then threw on a jeans and a tshirt and headed upstairs. As soon as I knocked Lili opened it.
"Hey Lili, is Cami here?"
"Yeah, she's in the living room, come in, I have to go but you too have fun"
I went into the living room and saw Cami sitting on the couch. I went behind the couch and popped up and screamed.
"Omg ! KJ you scared me !" Cami said hitting me playfully
"Sorry love, I had to! But as an apology take these" I say, pulling the flowers and chocolate from behind my back.
"Aww KJ, this was so thoughtful, you shouldn't have."
"I know, but I wanted to"
"Okay so before this continues I need to talk to you, please don't interrupt until i'm done and I understand if after telling you this you no longer want to continue anything with me... okay so a few years ago when I was in college I met a guy, Daniel, he was the sweetest guy ever, we started dating and when we got further into our relationship he wanted to have sex but I wasn't sure because I wanted my first time to be with someone I truly loved. He said it was fine but the look in his eyes was mad. I chose to ignore it and then a couple months later we started kissing and he got touchy but I still wasn't ready and I told him but he didn't accept that answer."
By this time Cami was crying, I wanted to tell her to stop but I needed her to tell me the complete story.
"He told me it was my duty as a girlfriend to pleasure him. I continued to say no but then he slapped me and told me I was going to be his whether I wanted to or not. He covered my mouth and started undressing me. I tried to scream and fight back but he was too strong. He got what he wanted, he raped me. When he was done he told me that if I told anyone he would hurt me. He continued with the abuse for years until one day I was so fed up with it that I ran away. I moved to where he couldn't locate me. To this day I haven't heard from him but nothing was the same after. I never looked at guys the same and when I did I reminded myself of what happened and I tried to forget them, that was until I met you. When I met you I forgot about him but the touching made me remember. That's why I pushed you away, I thought of Daniel's hands on my body. I'm so sorry KJ"
She was fully crying now. I wrapped my arms around her.
"Cami, this is not your fault! You didn't ask for any of it. I like you no matter what, I want to be with you, I don't care about your past, all I care about is our future!"
"Really KJ? Do you actually mean that?"
"Yes, I do, I am with you 100%, I am going to help you forget all about that asshole. I am going to show you what a real boyfriend is supposed to treat you like. So I hope this isn't too soon but Cami will you officially be my girlfriend?"
"Yes KJ, I will!!"
We both leaned in for a kiss & when we separated we laid down on the couch and went to sleep, not worrying about a single thing but what we didn't know was that the happiness and the not worrying would't last...
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