Lonely Without You - B1a4 fanfic

Chapter 18

It was now night and Jinyoung went back to his dorm to get ready.

I found a bright coral dress with tan flats. I put it on and curled my hair. For my makeup I did a natural look which consists of a champagne color on the lip with a dark brown on the outside of my eye.

I also put on liquid eyeliner and mascara. Jinyoung came to my door and we got into his car.

We went to the old tree and hill we used to love going to. Jinyoung had set up a picnic for us.

I lied down the blanket and we both sat on it, enjoying the atmosphere around us.

We were laying down on the blanket side by side for a while. I quickly pulled out my phone and started playing All My Love Is For You.

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I woke up and walked into the living room.

All the girls were spread throughout the living room and dining room.

Everyone was silent. Taeyeon then comes up to me and hugs me. I was so confused.

"What's going on?" I questioned. Taeyeon softly broke the hug and said "Jinyoung is in the hospital. Last night when he was driving home he got into a car accident."

"What?! No! It's not true! Stop lying! This is a sick joke!" I yelled out.

"What Hospital?!" I asked. "Seoul Hospital." Taeyeon answered.

I grabbed my car keys and ran to my car. I got in and I sobbed for a good while.

I wiped away all my tears and started the car. I drove to the hospital with my eyes puffy.

I ran into the hospital and asked the front desk what room Jinyoung was in.

Room 308, got it. I ran to the stairs and went up to the third floor.

In front of the hospital room I saw 3 members of B1a4. Sandeul was inside the room. Once he came out I ran in and found Jinyoung.

He looked at me but struggled to speak. I ran to the side of his bed and sobbed.

Jinyoung tried to squeeze my hand but it was just a soft touch. Jinyoung was now trying to sit up but failed.

His breathing started to slow down. Oh no, this was the last time I get to see him.

"I love you, don't forget that! You were supposed to stay with me forever, but you can't now! We were going to grow old together! Everything is done! You're going to leave me forever!" I said to him while squeezing his hand as hard as I could.

"I love you too. I can't stay with you anymore, I have to go. Don't hate me, please. My time is done here, we will meet again, I can promise you that. You're the most-" Jinyoung was cut off by himself.

He was dead.

All I remember was falling onto the cold ground, with tears flowing out of my eyes. All the members and multiple doctors come into the room.

That sound, oh how I hate that sound. That sound was the held out beep that told you that this person's life had come to an end.

I was having trouble taking breathes, but I was much more concerned about Jinyoung.

"It can't end like this!" I screamed out. They wrote down his time of death as I was going completely crazy.

--1 week later--

I lifelessly walk to the cemetery where Jinyoung was buried. I stood in front of it.

There was no stone engraving yet, just a block with a paper that said "Jung Jinyoung"

I just stood there, silently, by myself. One tear falls, and so do the rest. I fall down to my knees sobbing.

I was there for a while, just crying on top of his grave. "Yoona?" I heard a familiar voice call out.

I wiped away my tears and turned my head to the person. It was CNU. Over the past few years, I've developed a liking to him.

I stood up and embraced him tightly. My tears were flowing rapidly down my face.

"It hurts." I managed to let out. "I know it does." He softly responded, wiping away his own tears.

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A/N

//cries

This fanfic didn't have any drama that was too crazy so here is some craziness that is just beyond what I would normally do. Why did I do this to my sweet Jinyoung :c bye ♡.