Notes to the Broken

Notes to the Broken Chapter 1

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IM BACK WITH NOTES TO THE BROKEN.

I'm re-writing the entire book!! I read it myself and had many things I didn't like about it. Sooo here we go, all over again <3

      I woke up. Sweating and in a panic. My blankets were on the floor and some girls who I shared my room with just stared at me. I breathed heavy and tried to catch my breath. I had nightmares about my parents constantly. The ones who would beat me senseless, rape, and ridicule me.. and my my older sister Lucy.

Who they killed less than a year ago.

One night it just got bad I guess. "Mom and Dad" were fighting. I sat in the corner with Lucy as they screamed.  She held me close and told me everything will be okay.

"I hate you! And I hate these fucking kids!" I had heard from the next room. And before I knew it my mom had come in with a pistol and blew Lucy's brains out. She probably would've killed me to if my dad hadn't tackled her and beat her. I don't think it was because he was mad at her though. I think it was becaue he just hated her. 

Lucy was my savior. She had taken a beating a few times for me and was like a mother to me.

The gushot was heard and the police were contacted. I remember a really nice man picking me up and taking me to a hospital where, thankfully, I had no diseases, or major injuries at that point. But they kept me there a night just in case. Afterwords, they took me to the orphanage. Where I live for only a few more hours.

I'm being adopted today. 

Some couple, their names are Karen and Jason parker. I got up and changed out of my sweatpants and threw on some jeans. I just kept the T-shirt I had on and put on a hoodie. I brushed my long brown hair and went downstairs. Kids ran around and our foster mom, Mary, made breakfast. I sat down and ate. 

"Excited Rayne?" She asked

I shrugged as I kept eating.

"They are very nice"

I was actually kind of nervous. I wasn't a baby, I was 15. Already have a personality, a fucked up one at that. It wasn't like they could raise me much more. I really didn't know what to expect.

When I was done eating I went upstairs and gathered my stuff in some boxes. I had many T-shirts consisting of bands. I took particular likings to, Sleeping with Sirens, Memphis Mayfire, Crown the Empire, and more. All of my pants were skinny jeans, I felt awkward in anything else. I stuffed some notebooks and my toothbrush in the box and headed downstairs. 

And they were there. They looked so happy together. Such a visionary couple. I wish I could have something like that. But oh well. Too fucked up.

They looked at me and smiled "Rayne!" Karen said "We are so excited to have you come with us, we'll treat you just like one of the family!"

I smiled and walked out with them as Mary waved.