The Girl

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I wonder why the good boys like sad girls
But never why the stars spin around worlds
who made these rules
Why can't we choose
Who we really wanna be

Never gonna listen to the voices in my head
I'm gonna find my own voice instead
Now baby don't be so cruel
And don't be a fool
You can't love somebody for real

Try to keep up with their pace
All they see are the mistakes you make
When you're tryna be a shooting star

And then you try to not give a damn
Yet it goes back to the shit sometimes
and you've taken too long to see the blaze you already are

Why have you grown sad , why are you so mad?
Don't you see
What you need
Is what you've always had

I don't understand why
Why you still try
To care for the girl you will no longer have

Can't help but write down my feelings in words
I don't know if this is good for me or might it be a curse
Why can't I say
That its okay
To keep making the same mistakes

I don't really know where I am going with all of this
This life ain't fair, but it is what it is
Why can't I go
And you wouldn't care to know
If I am still there where you left me anyway

Please don't pretend like you're there
Don't pretend like you care
Is this all in my head or are you really everywhere
Don't you see I am tryna be numb
Can't you see the ghost I've become
While they say I don't know what I really am

I wish that things had stayed the same way
I wish that things were still okay
I wish that all of this was only in my head

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