I was walking down the streets the other day, with my earphones on. I'd rather stay out than being Inside my home. My 'House' Is not a house. Sure, It has bathroom, kitchen and stuffs. But I wouldn't call It home, because all I did was crying and no one comfort me. No arms wrapped around me and tells me everything okay, No one. At least that's what happened after Hannah's dead.
Just like what I told you, everything changed.
"Alana!" A familiar voice called out.
I stopped and look to see who It was.
Jessica.
Jessica, she's one of Hannah's friend. Well not until she dated Alex Standall and of course my bestfriend, Justin.
"What?"
"Where are you going?"
"Are you stalking me?" I asked and give her annoyed look.
"Wait no I don't." She shooks her head.
"I was just checking on you, you know we haven't hang out since-" She wanted to say about Hannah.
"Hannah's death." I said without any hesitation. I smiled forcefully.
"If you come here and about to tell the same thing just like Clay did, then I suggest you to get the fuck out of my sight."
"What? What did he say?"
"Pretty much they say the same thing to me." I started.
I take a deep breath,
"Like 'Al, I'm sorry about what happened.' 'Al, I'm here for you If you need anything' or 'Al, you're going to be okay.' You know what? Fuck it. I don't want people feel sorry about me-"
She glared at me and had her hand on her hips.
"Do you think everyone came talk to you because they feel sorry of you? No, Al! You should stopped being like this. You should stop feeling like everyone's wrong and you're right. Because, you're not the only person that gets fucking sad and upset. Everyone did! You need stop being so selfish and make up you're god fucking mind. I thought you could've done better than this." She spat to me and left me with guiltiness and upset.
She was right.
"Al I'm always here for you. This is tough, but you are stronger than you think. Quit being alone and find a friend. Find a friend who stood you by your side and accept the bad side about you." I heard Hannah's voice. I nodded.
"I will, Hannah. For you."
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unexpected { clay jensen } *MAJOR EDITING*
Fanfiction"i can't, i can't keep doing this." she trailed off tears slipping down her cheeks. "what is it, lana?" he lifted her chin with his finger as he watched her slowly. she shake her head, "i can't be with you if you're still in love with my sister, cla...
