Alana Point Of View
I lay my head against Clay shoulder. I didn't comeback to school. Clay asked me to stay at home, and I nods my head. He offers for a company and I highly say yes, It's been two hours and I can't stop thinking about Zach anymore. Zach and Hannah. Zach and my sister. It felt so unreal. My jaw clenched and panic rushed over my body. I feel so frozen and shaken up. Wake up, Alana. This is just a dream. It's an illusion. It's not real.
"It's unbelievable." I sighed. Clay pulled me closer in his chest. He stays quiet the whole time, he didn't say a word. He keeps listening me blubbering about Zach. He listened. He don't judge.
"Hannah-" He started. I lift my chin around his shoulder. I mentioned him to continues.
"She was one of the most charming, ravishing and unique person I've ever met. Everytime I looked at her, I saw my future. Someone I clearly got my best interest for. Hope. Dreams. I would gladly give anything to her. Even if I had to spare my life for her. I never knew she was hurting, never knew I was included the reasons she did it. I missed her so much. And why I'm telling you is because I don't want you to feel alone. Your feelings are mutual and your grief will took longer than anyone else, well we, our friends. You deserve love. You can't be in a relationship where you don't feel safe, happiness. I'm not dumb, Lana. I knew your hurting. I wanted to stay with you through thick and thin. If you need someone to let you screams even they're on the lowest state of a obnoxious mental breakdown, I will. I don't care If I had the most terrible day, if you need me call me right away. Knock my door, even it's midnight. You want to talk? Let's talk. You want to cry? I'll be your shoulder to lean on when your done crying and urge of need for a comfort." Clay finished. Butterflies flew over my stomach. He looks at me with a glimpse of joy in his eyes as I observed deeply. He's attractive. Inside and out. He's starting to appealing his honesty for me, and that's the first thing I woke up to wishing I had it for real. And now, I earned it. I'm the luckiest person.
"Clay-" He cuts me off. He stares at me, and smiles.
"You don't have to say anything, I just need to plant a reminder for you." He blushes. He's so kind and sweet. Who wouldn't fall for him.
He caressed my cheeks softly, "You look really pretty." He leaned closer and I closed my eyes. I feel a warmth radiate against our touch. It happens. He kissed me and I kissed him back. I snaked my arms around his shoulder. He wrapped his arm around my waist, he pulls me closer. His lips connects with mine and a pleasant murmur slips. He pulls away and he kissed my forehead.
"Been wanting to do that." He cheekily grins and I kissed him again.
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unexpected { clay jensen } *MAJOR EDITING*
Fanfiction"i can't, i can't keep doing this." she trailed off tears slipping down her cheeks. "what is it, lana?" he lifted her chin with his finger as he watched her slowly. she shake her head, "i can't be with you if you're still in love with my sister, cla...
