Alana Point Of View
I rest my head on my bed after a really quite long day. I couldn't think straight, normally. I haven't hangout with Clay since the tapes burned. I've most likely spend time with Zach, and had to read Hannah's journal. It's rough, and as bigger as my hope is I was thinking to came around to them and shouted at them what they did, and why they did to her. But, it wasn't as simple as that right? In this position, I clearly don't know what to do. It's like I'm hanging out with my ex, more often than I did to my friend. Speaking of Alex and Jessica, they're like choosing sides. I don't know, at least that's what I acted when I'm around them. They choose sides, Clay sides obviously.
My phone started to ring and I got up picking it up immediately.
"Hello?"
"Hey babe. Where are you?" I heard Zach's voice.
"Home. Why?" I said.
"I need to tell you something." He trailed off.
"About what?" I sounded interested.
"Clay." He breathed.
I shake my head, and realizing he won't notice.
"Look, I'm pretty good handling myself okay? As much as I appreciate you're attention, I can do it by myself." I hang up the phone.
I jogged of downstairs and pulled my coats on and leave the door closed.
As I started to walk, the streets was pretty chill. It's getting pretty cold, but warm. Get what I mean? I peacefully walked as I have my earphones on.
"Alana!" A familiar voice calls out, I turned around and saw Tony in his car.
I took of my earphones and heading my way to him.
"Yeah?" I replied and slipping my cold hands to my jeans pocket.
"Get in." He demanded and I nodded my head as he noticed my coldness.
"We need to talk." He stated.
I nodded my head and calmly replied, "Sure."
"What happened last week? I get that you're still upsets about everything, but burning her tapes?" He said.
I plastered a fake smile on my face, "There was a Journal, Tony. I know you didn't know that, no one. Except my mom and I, we even these days barely talk because of it. Probably, too busy eating the papers off." I informed as I crossed my arms over.
Tony looks at me in surprise, like he did just not believe what he just heard.
"Really? Why don't you tell us, Lana?" He snapped giving me an attitude.
"Why should I?" I snapped back.
I look him deadly in the eye, "It's not like they believe me." I sniffled a laugh.
He pat my shoulder, "Why would you think that?"
"Because I'm awful to them? You don't know, Tony. Clay was really mad at me, Jessica And Alex distant themselves and all I got was Zach." I confessed and feeling the ache in my heart immediately.
"You don't have to pretend that you're okay when you're not. Just let it out, Lana. I'm here if you want to talk." He stops the car and hugs me tightly.
I let my emotions out the feelings of being ignored by your friends, the feelings of being unwanted, and the one where you most likely don't have no one when it really kills you to crave someone to talk to.
"I'm so sorry!" I exclaimed and sobbed my hearts out.
He rubs my back, "For what?"
"That I'm not okay." And I let a tears slipped down my cheeks.
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Fanfic"i can't, i can't keep doing this." she trailed off tears slipping down her cheeks. "what is it, lana?" he lifted her chin with his finger as he watched her slowly. she shake her head, "i can't be with you if you're still in love with my sister, cla...
