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poem no.8: daydream:

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Sometimes, 

At the most inconvenient times, 

My mind starts to wander off, 

Not caring if I'm in the middle of doing something even remotely important. 

The topic of my senseless wonderment is always something different. 

But, 

More often than not, 

It's you.

Almost always, 

Actually. 

Whether it's your smile,

Your eyes, 

Or just everything about you. 

You are definitely always on my mind. 

I can't pay attention in class with you talking,

Or smiling,

Or laughing. 

It completely throws my train of thought off of its rails. 

It makes me space out and completely tune everyone and everything out.

My complete and entire focus is on you and imagining what my life would be like

If we were together. 

How things might play out differently, 

How I would be able to talk to you 

And hug you 

With zero fear. 

But then you call my name 

And I snap out of my bubble. 

All my defense mechanisms snap back into place. 

Heat rises into my cheeks as I realize I've been staring. 

I suddenly remember how hard it is to speak to you,

To do anything with you near. 

Sometimes I'm pretty sure I even forget my own name. 

All because of you 

And the daydream I'm trapped in of us. 

Regardless, 

I love you. 

Even if it will only hurt me in the end, 

I love you. 

-Sami Dean

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