poem no. 10: fake love pt.1:
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I'm in a dream where nothing worked out for me.
It started like any other.
I was yours.
You were mine.
Everything was perfect.
We were perfect.
But then,
The dream dressed in pastels and soft hearts,
Turned into dark nightmares.
Soft pastel colors turned into dark greys and blacks.
The full hearts turned into broken pieces.
The sun faded into nothingness.
A black hole taking it's place.
A black hole that sucked all the good into it.
Leaving me with this.
Nothing.
Emptiness.
It was Fake Love.
For you.
And you left, too.
You left me to deal with everything by myself.
All the aftermath.
The hurt.
The sorrow.
Every ounce of Fake Love you had for me,
Every feeling I thought you had,
Everything.
I was taking it all full force.
The weight of the lies,
The loss,
Everything.
It was all put on my shoulders.
Because you didn't feel anything for me.
But you let me believe you did.
You lied to me.
You lied to keep me alive.
How noble.
Aren't you just the knight in shining armor every girl dreams of?
The savior I needed?
At least that's what you made me think you were.
And then everything changed.
You changed.
You left me alone and didn't look back.
You had no remorse.
So, why should I?
Why was your Fake Love
My one True Love?
Why was this Fake Love real only for me?
-Sami Dean
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[WRITTEN ON: MAY 23, 2018]
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