A true loves miss

Gone.

Your POV still
We sped to the hospital, I was balling my eyes out the whole entire time we were driving then the break my sobbing Toni spoke "hey, I thought he cheated on you?" He flinched to say, "I was and still am in love with him. You can't just hate someone that you've loved for 2 years, it doesn't work like that" I looked at his perfectly contoured face, "I know.." he quickly glanced at me then looked back to the road.
At the hospital
We went to the main desk, "Is Cole Robert Brocks room open for visitors?" I asked "yes right this way" she said standing up and walking towards the elevator, she clicked P78 and we went up. The doors opened then she pointed to room P107, we walked in and I saw Colby just laying there. "Mr Brock you've got visitors" she said to Colby, "who is it?" He groaned, "H-Hey Colby" I quietly said, his eyes shot open after hearing my voice "(Y/N) I'm so sorr— what is he doing here?" He asked "h-h-he drove me here" I stuttered, "you could've got an Uber?" He said firmly "fine if you don't want me and my friends to visit you then fine, we'll just leave." I said strutting out of the room, I got a text from Sam,

Sam👽 we are in the lobby
(Y/n)✨ kk see you soon
Sam👽 is your boy toy still there?
(Y/n)✨ HES NOT MY BOY TOY OMFG
Sam👽 k.

omfg Sam just 'K'ed me, well that's fine, I told Toni to stay outside his room because I just wanted to talk to him, I walked in "hey Colby.. I told him to leave, I don't know if he's going to though and I'm sorry from bringing him her—-" I got cut off by Colby "hey, it's fine.. are you okay after what.. happened?" He asked "no, I'm not at all actually, I've been crying the last 2 weeks and Toni has been comforting me.." "so that's why.. he's here and been commenting on your posts?" "Yeah.. he makes my self confidence go up, he always gives me compliments, no one ever gave me compliments before him" I stared at the ground "I-I gave you—" I shook my head "no you didn't Colby, you told me that I looked nice, that's not a compliment that's an opinion he says you look prettier than a star or you are cuter than a puppy on roller skates. And cute shit like that" he look at my hand, my fist was clenched. "Are you okay—" "IM FINE" I yelled he looked shocked then we heard "AND THATS FOR COLBY" it was Sam, then we heard "AND THIS IS FOR (Y/N) YOU GUYS ABANDONED HER" Toni screamed, I rushed outside and Toni had a blood nose but Sam had a black eye and a bruised jaw "what the fuck is happening?" I asked "your boy toy is still here" sam said angrily "HES NOT MY BOY TOY!!! HES MY FRIEND THAT MADE ME NOT KILL MYSELF OKAY? IF IT WASNT FOR HIM I WOULD BE DEAD." I screeched at the top of my lungs, and nurse came rushing down the hall "is everything alright?" She asked, tears streamed down my face "just fine" I grabbed Toni's hand and left,
in the car
"Are you okay?" He asked, "I'm fine" I plastered a fake smile across my face and said "you know what? I don't want to be your friend anymore." His jaw dropped "I want to be your fuck buddy, we fuck to get rid of our sorrows, to take the pain away.. when one of us starts dating someone we stop and when it's over, we continue." I said "Yeah okay.. when do we start?" He questioned "drive faster home and you'll see when." I smirked "okay" he laughed, he was going 80 on a normal road. We pulled into our apartment complex..
In my room
"Which room do we want to.." he started asking "you'll see" I giggled then pushed him out the door, I put on my favourite and sexiest lingerie

I walked out of my room with a condom in hand, I strutted into his apartment and I saw his jaw drop "Hey there" I smirked and put the condom down "when do we start" he said as he stood up and walked over to me "soon" I giggled "sit on the couch" I ordered him, he did what I said. I sasheyed over to him and gave him a lap dance first then i told him to go into his bedroom and get ready, he ran into his room and I threw the Condom through the door before it shut.
5 minutes later
I knocked on the door "hey you ready?" "Yup" he opened the door, I suductively took off my bra straps then my stockings then I removed all clothing from my body, he looked at me then licked his lips, he removed his boxers and his Cologne was overpowering, I smashed my lips onto his and not not breaking the kiss, I pushed him onto his bed. I rubbed my body up against his, I straddled his lap and grinded on it. OKAY YEAH YEAH YOU GUYS HAD SEX AND YAAA
I walked into his bathroom after we finished and turned on the shower tap, I hopped in and started washing myself. I felt a touch to my shoulder and turned around, it was Toni.. smirking at me, "Hey buttercup" he winked "Hey big d" I laughed, he rubbed shampoo through my hair then through his. He then squirted conditioner on the top of my head and scrubbed it in
Laterrrr .. like 1 hour later
"I'm gonna head back home" I smiled at him "okay baby" he stood and hugged me. I walked out of the door and grabbed my keys, since I was in his sweatpants and oversized hoodie. I drove to a convenient store and got 2 pregnancy tests one digital and one stationary, I decided to take them in the morning to see if anything "happened" or the condom couldn't hold all of his children I laughed to my self then paid. I drove back home and threw myself onto my bed, I watched Colby's YouTube videos, and the ones with me in them made me cry. I plugged in my phone and slept. I knew that I was pregnant.. by someone. I just had a feeling..

(HEY EVERYONE IM SORRY THIS MAY HAVE MADE YOU UNCOMFORTABLE BUT I SWEAR IT'LL GET BETTER AND NOW IMMA POST EVERY LIKE 4 DAYS SO YASSSSS)