Fake (Luke Hemmings)

Chapter Twenty Three ~ I'm Not Fine ~

Chapter Twenty Three ~ I'm Not Fine~

*Luke POV*

 

After finding out that Elena and Harry were a thing, I avoid Elena at any cost. The boys and fans were a great distraction. Walking off the stage I see Elena and Harry sucking face once again. I sigh and walk away. Once I was in the dressing room, the boys and I get changed. Once we were out of our sweaty clothing we all go out to eat. Once we were at the restaurant, everything in my mind was out. I only let good thoughts in my mind which was what I needed. After eating me and the boys go back to the hotel to rest up a little before packing and getting back on the road. Once we were all one the bus and ready to hit the road again I decided that from this point on It was time for a new start.

 

Getting off the bus the boys and I are greeted by the heat. I groan but try to keep a smile on my face. We greet all the fans I couldn’t be happier to see all the fans that made all of this possible for me. After taking pictures with fans and signing autographs we go into the stadium. Elena tries to get my attention but I avoided her at any cost. Sound check went great and I went backstage to mess around with the other boys and cause a bunch of trouble. As I was running with a water gun outside Elena grasps my arm and pulls me into a coat closet. I look at her and she frowns.

“Why are you avoiding me?” I look into her eyes to see that she was hurt.

“You and Harry are together Elena. We kissed and I can’t do that to someone who has let me have this chance that most people would die for.”

“But I liked our kiss Luke.”

“You’re with Harry!” I yell and she flinches back. I mumble a sorry and she nods her head.

“Luke. I know that I am with Harry. But I love being around you and being with you. Please Luke just stop avoiding me.” I move her hair out of her face and look into her tearful eyes.

“Just friends?”

“Friends. And maybe a little more,” Elena says and I shake my head.

“No, Elena. Just friends.” She nods her head and I nod mine. I walk out of the room but get pulled back in by Elena. She slams her lips on mine and I found myself kissing her back. My hands sneak to the back of her thighs and I pick her up. I push her against the wall and I kiss down her neck and collarbones. She moans and I realized what I was doing. I pull away from the kiss and set Elena down. I sigh and feel tears in my eyes.

“I can’t do this Elena. I’m sorry.” I walk out of the closet and go hang out with the boys. As I was walking away a tear falls down my cheek and I feel emptiness consume me.

 

Elena walks over to me and I frown. She sits across from me and I sigh. Resting my elbow on the table, I put my my chin on my hands and she looks at me with sad eyes. No longer being able to take that silence I stand up and start to walk away. Taking out my phone I call the one girl I knew would take all the pain away for me. Waiting at the airport the next three days I see her blonde hair in a ponytail and she had a smirk on her face. She walks up to me and I hug her. When I enter the hotel room with her the boys jaws drop and they gasp. Calum face palms and Ashton groans. Michael mumbles something and the One Direction guys look at the other boys for answers. I smile and drag her to my hotel room so that all the pain fad process can start. As I kiss down her neck and start to strip her of her clothing I already knew all the problems that she could bring by her just being here. The only problem with this all was that I didn’t care how many problems she could bring. She knew how to take all the pain away from my life.