Fake (Luke Hemmings)

Chapter Twenty Nine ~ Hurt ~

Chapter Twenty Nine ~ Hurt ~

*Elena POV*

Walking back and forth around the room I try not to lose my mind. I don’t want Luke to do anything stupid. He has already raped me, hit me, and torcher me. I don’t know if I can take it any longer. Finally the door opens and I look at Luke. He had his clothing half on and he had love bites on his neck. Running over to him I grasp his face and I look at him in the eyes.

“What did you do Luke?” He pushes my hands away from me and I wrap the robe tighter around my body. “Luke what did you do tonight?” Luke groans and lays down on the bed.

“It’s eleven in the morning you dumb whore.” His words stung and I slightly flinch.

“All I want to know Luke is what did you do.” Luke sits up and looks at me. I have never seen some look at me with so much hatred.

“I went out found a girl and fucked her until she couldn’t walk.” Luke says smirking at me and I look away ashamed of him and myself. What had we both become? Why have we turned into the couple that hate and hit each other? I want to go back to the days where we both loved each other. Now we just hated each other.

 

I look down at the picture of me and Luke on our secret wedding day. We both looked so happy and we looked at each other with so much love. As I sat on the floor of our bedroom I start to think of the time we both started to fall apart. It was when I found out I was pregnant but I had a miscarriage. That miscarriage destroyed us both but me the most. I would always be at work and avoided to go home because I didn’t want to see the one person who loved me the most. Then I met Christopher and we started to sleep together. Soon I was too blind to see that Luke wanted to love me and wanted me to love him back. He just wanted me to love him again. Resting my head on the wall behind me and I sigh. Tears run down my face and I try to stop crying before Luke came back in the room and hit me. I cover my mouth with my hand and try to stop myself from crying. Soon Luke came into the room with another girl and I was forced to watch him have sex with her. I look away and look down at my wedding band that was on my left hand. It shined in the light and I smile to myself looking at it. Once Luke was done with the girl, she walked out and so did Luke. I sit there and refuse to lay in our bed. What went wrong?

 

Looking in the mirror all I could see was that my face was getting thinner and I starting to look skinnier. My eyes looked dull and lifeless. Opening the bottom cabinet and take out the razors and a bottle of pills. Running the water for the bath and I make the water as cold as it could go. Taking a handful of pills I drink them all and slit my two wrist vertically.  Stripping out of all my clothing until I am only in my undergarments. Laying down in the tub I close my eyes and think of my happy place. Soon everything went black and I felt no pain.

 

I open my eyes to see Luke laying next to me with a smile. I back away and he looks at me confused. “Baby what’s wrong?” I look around the room I was in to see that I wasn’t in the room back in Switzerland. Luke’s hair was blonde not black and he had his lip piercing back on.

“Is something wrong baby?”  I look at him and he cups my face in his hands. “Everything is fine baby. I love you.”

*Luke POV*

 

I kept yelling Elena’s name and she still hasn’t answered me. I was starting to get mad too. Running up the stair I barg into our room and see that she was no where in the room. Looking around the room I see our wedding picture on the floor. Picking it up I look at it to see how happy we use to be. Look around our room once more I see the bathroom light on. Stupid bitch is hiding in there. The door was locked. I had a key so I unlock the door and open it. Opening the door I felt like I lost every breath of air in my lungs. Without thinking I pull Elena’s body out of the tub. She was pale and she had a faint heartbeat.  I see the tried to bleed herself out and that she took a bunch of pills. Calling the hospital I panic and hold Elena in my arms whispering her to wake up.

 

Pacing back and forth in the hospital hallway I try to stop crying. I felt like I was hurt. Sitting down on the chair outside her room I think of everything I did wrong. If I was hurting this bad right now I could only think of what she felt when she slit her wrist and drank all the pills. Finally the doctor came out and I stood up.

“Mr. Hemmings?” I nod my head and the doctor looks down at the chart that he was holding. “Your wife is now in stable condition but she sleeping. We are taking a close eye on her and trying to see if she will be stable enough to leave. Another thing we want her to do is see a therapist.” I nod my head and they let me inside to see her. Pulling a chair close to her left bedside I sit down and hold her weak hand in mine. Tears rush down my face and I kiss her hand.

 

Waking up I see that Elena has still not waken up. I get some coffee and rush back to her room to be with her again. I hold her hand again and try to pray for her to wake up. I was starting to regret every single thing I ever did to Elena. I was such a dumb ass for doing those things to her. Falling asleep I make sure that her hand was in mine. If she only knew how sorry I was.

 

“Luke wake up.” Lifting my head up I see Elena looking at me. Standing up I wrap my arms around her and hug her. I kiss her face and she slightly giggles. Looking at her I guess she could see that I had been crying for the past two days. Stroking her cheek I look into her eyes to see how much damage I caused. She gives me a weak smile and kiss her once more. Much to my surprise she kisses me back and I lay down next to her. The doctor tell us that Elena is free to go but he wants her to visit a therapist. Driving back to the house I hold her hand in mine. Stepping into the house Elena gasps and I smile at her. I changed the whole house so that she could forget about all the bad memories in this house. Our room was also changed and I removed all the locks around the house. The only locks there is was on the front door and some of the windows. Elena lets go of my hand and looks around the house. She turns around and smiles at me. Running into my arms I smile and she whispers a thank you.

 

Walking into the couples therapy with Elena we both sit down and look at the therapist. She smiles at me and I smile back. Looking at Elena she gave the women shy smile. I squeezed her hand and the therapist starts to talk. Elena explains everything and I try not to look embarrassed of my actions and Elena looks away from me when she talks about her affair. I didn’t realize until now how messed up our marriage was. After the session Elena and I sit in the car without saying anything. Elena sighs and she holds my hand.

“I hurt you too much Elena. That hurt can’t be taken away in one session.”

“You don’t think that I don’t know that Luke? But I was the one who began to hurt you first!” Elena cries and I rest my head on the steering wheel.

“When did all this happen El?” I ask looking at her and to realize that we were both crying. She looks away and looks out the window, She sighs and looks back at me. At the moment I knew what she was going to say, I shake my head and she nods. “No, that wasn’t your fault or mine Elena. Don’t think like that.”

“Why can’t you see that when that happened everything went wrong Luke?” I look away from her and she sobs. “That miscarriage made our lives into a living hell Luke! You wanted a baby and I couldn’t give you that.” I pinch the bridge of my nose and try to stop crying. “I can’t give you what you want Luke.”

“Stop Elena. You have given me everything.”

One More Chapter and the whole book is done. There will be tears and sobs. Just warning you guys. I hope that you guys have enjoyed this book and later today the first chapter of my new book will be posted and maybe later tonight the last chapter of Fake will be posted. Comment and Vote! Love you guys