My Best Friend's Brother / Ross Lynch Love Story

Chapter 15 "Recitals & Reunited" Part 2

\Selena's POV/ 

He walked away and I was frozen in shock of what I did. Ross and I kissed AGAIN! I don't know why I did it and why I was saying the things I said. Connor is my real boyfriend and Ross was my actual friend. Now, I'm just confused. I looked at Ross who was probably about as shocked as I was, 

"Selena, I'm so sorry.." he said with a gleam in his deep brown eyes that seemed so caring yet all I did was shake my head and walk off to find Connor. 

I finally caught up with him and I managed to get to his hotel room before he closed the door on me. I got in, 

"Connor, I'm so sorry! I didn't know..." I could get out until he interrupted.

"Sel, I don't know either. I don't know why I saw what I saw..I don't know," he sighed. His green eyes were staring at me that seemed so sad and I couldn't stand seeing him like that.  

"Connor, that kiss was.." I said until I realized I, myself, didn't even know what it was either. Did I seriously have that urge to kiss Ross? If so, what did it mean? Do I like him? 

"Selena, just be honest with me," he said and sat me down onto the his bed. 

"Do you have feelings for Ross? If you do, I guess, I understand. You have known him longer than me and you guys have a history together.." he continued and smiled slightly. Not his cheeky, goofy guy smile but his real, kind smile. The one that is so understanding.

"Is it bad that...I don't know?" I couldn't help but ask. He sighed and put a hand on my shoulder. 

"Selena.. I have friends who have been in many relationships. I can see that you might have feelings. You may deny it but you do," he says. 

I start thinking about what he said. Maybe he's right. Ross and I have a history, a mad history, but it's still a history. 

"I never really thought about it.. Connor, I can't believe it, I like Ross.." I said. The reason I admit to liking Ross is because It was true. I didn't hate him. I liked him. I guess I did have a little crush on him because whenever he did leave a little comment to me, I got a little giggle in it because I loved hearing him tease me for my shortness or something like that. I did get a bit jealous seeing him with other girls. I like when he sings...he doesn't do it that often but I know he likes to sing and play guitar by himself and he sounds great. 

Oh my god, I do like him. 

"Connor, I have to go talk to Ross," I said. 

"Sel, I think we need to ... be friends," he said sighing. 

"I know," I replied and wrapped my arms around his neck hugging him tight. He hugged back, 

"You're a great girl and if you and Ross decide to be together, I am super happy for you!" he said smiling. The great thing was, it wasn't fake. 

"I love you, Connor," I said smiling. 

"I love you too," he said and kissed my cheek. 

"I better go talk to Ross, now," I said sighing. He nodded, 

"Go get him, girl," he said smirking. I laughed and left the room. 

I went down to Ross and Ryland's room because I saw no one in the hall way. 

"Ross! Ryland!" I said knocking on the door. Ryland opened the door wearing pajama pants and no shirt,

"Hey Sel, here about Ross?" he asked. I nodded. 

"Come on in," he said and shut the door behind us. I looked around and saw Ross laying in the bed shirtless and in pajama pants but looks like he's sleeping.