BNHA x READER | One Shots

[Izuku x Reader | Alone

The bullying only got worse, but his smiles got wider at home.

He felt left out, he didn't belong anywhere.

One faithful day, I moved and started in his class. I kept him company and tried to stop the constant teasing. Although, somethings could not be fixed.

Along the way, our feelings for each other grew and he became addicted to my presence. It seemed to calm his anxiety down, I loved to make him feel secure.

How could have I known, that I couldn't help him forever?

- - -

"That's what you get, you quirkless piece of trash" Bakugou threw Izuku's belongings out the window and walked out of the room with his laughing friends.

Izuku felt helpless, he couldn't even defend himself. His eyes wore a painful silence, so much hurt. He dragged his fingers through his curly hair, feeling his breath hitch.

He was starting to have a panic attack again.

I was just finished talking to the principal, as I walked back towards the classroom to get my things. I opened the door to find Izuku clutching a fist over his chest, kneeling down with repeated breathing and tears streaming down his cheeks.

"Izuku!"

I ran over and knelt down to his level, bringing his head to the crock of my neck. I quietly whispered reassuring words to him, slowly rubbing his back. His breathing calmed down, but his sobbing suddenly got louder.

I felt my heart break, but what's worse to come? Well that was the news I had to tell him after school that day, and things did not look good.

"I don't fit in with anyone here"

Izuku pulled away to look at me with his broken eyes. My heart twinged in guilt, because my news were not going to make him feel any better.

"Remember Izuku...there is always someone waiting for you to come home"

I said, but deep down inside. I knew how much he had to hold back when I came to his mother. All I knew, is that I couldn't be there for him anymore.

"I'm glad I have you Y/n...you've helped me so much... I-I can't ever"

He started crying, muffled it with a hand over his mouth.

That was it, the words I didn't want to hear.
'I'm glad I have you'

I felt my throat tighten, the world was so cruel, to take away the one thing this boy lived for.

"I'm sorry"

I stood up, a shadow covered my eyes.

"I'm so sorry!"

A tear ran down my cheek. Izuku hesitantly stood up to meet my eyes. I can never forget the shock that washed over his face, the way his hands started to tremble. He already knew something was wrong.

"Y/n what are you saying?"

His voice croaked out in the most painful and fearful way I had ever heard him speak. His eyes were begging with the last hope of light he had, begging for it to not let his worst nightmares come true.

"Izuku, I am moving. I can't stay here with you anymore"

My words shattered his heart, his mouth parted with great disbelief.

"No...no"

Izuku murmured and looked down to the floor, running his hands through his hair desperately. Trying to convince himself that he had mistaken.

"Y-You can't! I-I can't do this without you! You're my everything!"

He completely broke down, shoving a desk near him, making it fall down. I reached a hand towards him.

"I can't do this anymore!"

He fell down to the floor, covering his sobs with his hands.

"Yes you can! I can visit and we'll talk on the phone!"

I bent down and hugged him.

"I can't face the world alone anymore Y/n"

He sneaked his arms around me, placing his face on my shoulder. I put a hand in his hair as more tears streamed down my cheeks.

"You are not alone"

I said, I wanted to save him from all his pain. I loved him and all his broken pieces.

"If you leave, then I'll be alone!"

He pulled away, his hands shaking miserably.

"I know I won't physically be here, but never doubt that I care about you! Even if it takes me years I'll find my way back to you so we can be together"

I cried out and cupped his cheeks, he gasped in surprise.

"Just hold on Izuku...I will never let you be alone"

He started crying heavily, hugging me like his life depended on it.

"I-I don't want you to go, I don't want you to go"

Izuku's hands fell weakly to his sides, I gave his forehead a peck and hugged him closer.

"I know...but you have to stay strong, promise me you won't to anything to harm yourself"

I felt worried over his mental state, he was so upset and it could lead him to do drastic things. I had already stopped him once before, when I first moved there.

"I promise..."

He slowly nodded, pulling away to rub his eyes. I gave him a weak smile.

"You see...I can't live without you too, so don't you dare leaving me"

I rubbed a thumb over his cheek. He slowly grabbed my hand and hugged it into his cheek.

"Y/n..I'll stay strong for you, but you have to promise me you'll be back, or else I don't know what I-I am going to do"

Thick tears ran down his cheeks, his throat went dry as his eyebrows narrowed painfully.

"I will never leave you alone"

- - -

Just like that, it was over. I moved away that weekend and I haven't seen him since. It has been five months now and I haven't heard from him.

I know he is waiting for me, and I will come back one day to reunite with him.

I'll always be close to him, no matter what distance. I'll never make him lonely.
We'll become complete when we find each other.

So broken, so lost.
Yet, my heart only found love in those flaws.

~ The End ~