Loving Him // Jaeden Martell

Chapter 33

Jaeden's POV
(This is when Kaitlyn and Angela go to the mall to shop for Kaitlyn)

I sighed. Now what am I going to do now that my mom and Kaitlyn are gone. I mean Fortnite sounds good, it is something to do at least. Or anime hm. Decisions. Decisions. Eh I guess Fortnite it is then. As I went to get up to go to my room there was a knock at the door. I groan and head towards the front door. I unlock the door and crack the door open to see who was there. Maddie....

She was the last person I had expected to be standing outside my door. More importantly, why was she even outside my door. "Are you going to let me in or just stare at me like you have just seen a ghost or something." She said with a side smile. "What do you need" I ask trying my best not to come off rude. But I couldn't help it. No matter how good of an actor I am, I am horrible with showing how I feel.
" We need to talk some things out. We both knew we would have to talk about it soon enough." She said. As I though of what to say I realized she was right. I sighed and stepped out the way to let her in. I have a feeling I'm going to be sighing alot today.

We go to my room, me sitting on the opposite side of the bed as her. "Okay well let me start this conversation off" she started. "We both knew we weren't really right for each other. Honestly, I think were just giving what some of our fans and our mangers wanted, not what we wanted. Also, I'm not giving excuses to make up for what I did, because in no circumstances what I did was right, and I know this. Blake, who was the guy that um I- well you know, was my childhood friend and crush who moved away but when he came back the feelings did too. I didn't mean to hurt you. But now I that I know that you've found happiness I have the confidence to actually talk about this" She said smiling.

"What do you mean "I've found happiness" Maddie" I ask her confusion written all over my face. "Jaeden don't play dumb. I see how you and Kaitlyn are and the way you look at her on your Instagram and Snapchat photos. True happiness. I'll admit at first I was a little jealous that you moved on so quickly, but then I realized I didn't have no reason to be be I let you go for the better. We didn't really love each other the way people thought we did" She was right.

"Me and K-Kaitlyn are j-just friends" I say scratching the back of my neck. "Oh come on Jaeden I know you're lying" She says giving me a look. "Okay maybe I like her" I mumbled looking down. "Aww that's cute" She says laughing a little. As I opened my mouth to say some I here Kaitlyn come in the room. I felt bad because she wanted me to help with her room but I heard Maddie say to not come off to strong and to trust her. She wanted to see if Kaitlyn would be angry if she knew Maddie was here. And let me tell you she definitely was. Even Maddie knew she was, I felt bad. But as Maddie said, I shouldn't come off to strong.

At about 1:35 AM, Maddie left because it was late and she had a photo shoot in New York tomorrow. Honestly, I'm nervous, I told her that I kind of- well alot of, have a thing for Kaitlyn. I knew Kaitlyn was mad when I tried to talk to her, she made it pretty clear she was upset. I hope she forgives me by tomorrow, I can't stand knowing she is upset with me, knowing what she had went through it breaks me a little. Not to mention we are going to the fair tomorrow, which Maddie said was the perfect place to tell Kaitlyn but I had a feeling I should wait just a little bit longer. But as I had said before , like Maddie, I don't want to come off to strong and scare her away. That is the main goal. Don't scare the girl away.

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