High Buns, Suitcases and Cigars

High Buns Suitcases and Cigars | 22

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God, I hated him. His voice, his hair, his attitude, his lips. Every fucking thing. The way he cared about me, and regretted all the shit he ever done to hurt me, then the way he would change up and be a ignorant pig who doesn't give a fuck about nothing nomore.

I hated the way he had an effect on me. How I felt I needed to protect him, and how he made me crave for those lips of his.

How could he kiss me, then invite that girl no, dog, over and say he needs a real girl? How inconsiderate could he get?!

Thats when I remembered that boy who Gwen broke up with at the bar. I tried to remember his name.

Sam? No.

Steve? No.

Sawyer! Sawyer. It sounded different; childish yet sexy. The thought of me getting to know him didn't sound too bad. Anything was better then being poisioned by Rowen and his attitudes.

I didn't know his number, which meant I was going to have to speak to Rowen. And I didn't want to hear his voice at this moment.

"Rowen." I called.

No anwser.

"Rowen." I called again.

No reply. He kept walking.

"Rowen!" I raised my voice, wanting his attention. Well not want, but I he had the anwser to a very important question.

"The hell do you want?" He growled.

"Do you happen to know that boy, Sawyer, number? I want to uh meet up with him tonight."

I didn't know why I wanted to. I didn't even know him.

Because you want to get Rowen jealous.

Goddamn my inner thoughts!

"No. You're not going." He forced out through clenched teeth.

"Why not?! If you can have some skank over-"

"She's not a fucking skank!"

"Some girl over, then why can't I go with Sawyer?" I asked, equally furious. He had no right to control who I saw. My parents did enough of that

"Well first off, you don't even know him. He could take advantage of you. Secondly, it's late, eleven-forty nine at night. This isn't the safest place in the world Marnie." He said lowly, his voice oddly calm.

I rolled my eyes. Like he would care.

"Then let him come over."

"NO!!!!"

Eyes widened, I stepped back. Was it that serious?

"Fine. Whatever. I think I'll sleep outside tonight." I mumbled.

He scoffed. "Don't be ridiculous." I could practically hear him rolling his eyes.

I'll show him ridiculous. Whether he liked it or not, I was going to see Sawyer one way or another.

Author'e Note: whaddya think Marnie is planning to do? and what are your thoughts on Rowen? His attitude and how he acts towards Marnie? Marnie and Rowen's relationship? Gwen? Give me ur thoughts. I'd LOVE to hear them :)