Chapter 3

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I made a YouNow. I decided to go live one night. I was sitting on my bed, I didn't know what I was gonna do, sing I guess.

About 20 people joined.

Wow. I wonder how quickly they will leave.

"Oh my gosh Jonah I love you soooooo much your my fav member!!!" I read the comment out loud.

I giggled. "Me?"

I'm someone's favorite member?

A bunch of other people said same.

"Wow I- thank you. That's crazy." I laughed.

"He's laugh is so cute." I read.

"Ikr he's is cute."

I didn't even know what to say.

"I don't know about that but..." I sat up and read some more comments. "You should sing."

"Ok yah I'll sing for y'all."

How is-what is even happing?

I got my guitar and sang some songs smiling the whole time. I don't think I've ever been that happy in my whole life.

The fans are so sweet. I go live a lot now. I'm excited to work on songs.

"Guys." Corbyn said one day, "We should go on tour."

Tour!

I thought a lot while I walked home that night.

This isn't my life. This isn't possible. This isn't real. I don't have fans. I don't go on tour. I don't sing.

You need to get your head straight again Jonah. You aren't in a band. You aren't good enough for that. You never will be.

Let. It. Go.

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