Not Me//Jorbyn

Chapter 17

I think I'm getting over Jack. Corbyn was always the one who has helped me and Jack has always caused the problems. It's not working. At least Corbyn can actually say he likes me out loud.

Once the plane landed me and Corbyn got off and wait in the little waiting chairs next to gates. Once everyone was together again we got breakfast.

Jack sat next to me, and of course, Corbyn sat on the other side of me.

"Why are you wearing Corbyn's hoodie?" Jack whispered in my ear.

I flinched away before I muttered, "I threw up."

"You threw up?"

"Yah. I have motion sickness."

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"You weren't sitting near us. Plus I don't need to tell you everything that happens. Your not my manager."

He squinted his eyes at Corbyn then looked away.

"Ignore him." Corbyn muttered in my ear.

I nodded.

After we ate we went outside and waited for our Uber. The sun was just now starting to come up. Once the Uber came we got in and drove to the auditorium since we'd be staying there all day. I wanted to ask if we could go walk around the town though. It was really pretty. So when we got there I asked Bam bam.

"I don't know. I'm glad you asked this time, but do you really deserve it?" He said.

"Please!" I begged.

"We'll be good!" Daniel said.

"Fine. But no running off. Jonah. Corbyn."

"We won't." Corbyn promised.

So with that we all got our skate boards and started riding around. We agreed to go to the space needle, so we rode there.

We paid for tickets and took this elevator all the way to the top. Zach, being afraid of elevators, was not having it. But I was surprisingly comfortable and could enjoy it. But maybe that's because Corbyn brushed his hand against mine reassuringly. I'm glad he isn't pushing it too much though. He doesn't show signs that he likes me around the other boys. The only people who know about all this is me, Corbyn, and Jack. The rest of the boys (including their mangers) have no idea. I think all three of us want to keep it that way.

Once we got to the top we went to the little outside part and got to look around. It was beautiful. After a little while we went back inside. They had a bar there but (of course) we just got soda. We sat at this little table and drank talking about our most recent song.

Jack looked distracted. He kept looking over at me then looking away quickly. I poked him on the shoulder then said the we were going to go outside again for a moment. Then we got up and I brought him to the bathroom.

"What's going on Jack?" I asked after I made sure no one was in any of the stalls.

He shrugged.

"You can tell me Jack. You can trust me."

"It's not like that."

"Whats it like then?"

"I- I don't know." He said and looked down at his feet.

I thought for a moment, then went up closer to him, so that we were almost touching.

He looked back up at me and looked down at my lips taking in a sharp breath.

"You want to kiss me, don't you?"

"It-it's I-"

I put my hands on his hips and kissed him. He put his tongue in my mouth. I let him. I did too.

He wrapped his arms around my neck and I pushed him against the bathroom sink as we started kissing faster. I moved my arms around his waist and felt him gripping onto my shirt. We had to stop every so often to catch our breath before we smashed our lips back together.

Yup. I'm making out with Jack, my bandmate, on the top of the space needle in the bathroom.

I heard the door open and whipped around, still holding onto Jack.

Corbyn.

His eyes widened and he covered his mouth. But quickly his shock turned to anger.

"WHAT THE F*CK???" He yelled.

"Corbyn-" I started.

"No. I don't wanna even know."

"I can explain!"

"I told you I DONT WANNA HEAR IT!"

Then, he turned and left.