Not Me//Jorbyn

Chapter 31

"I miss you." I told Corbyn as I stood naked, beside my underwear, next to his bunk giving him the classic puppy eyes.

"If Ty-" Corbyn started but I cut him off.

"I don't care. I wanna be with you. I don't like sleeping alone." I begged.

"Fine. Come on."

I climbed into the bunk with Corbyn and got under the covers wrapping my arms around him and nestling my head into his bare chest.

Corbyn smiled and kissed the top of my head, running his hand up and down my back soothingly.

I looked up at him again and kissed him, bring my hand up to his face. Right away I put my tongue in his mouth, him doing the same. He gave me a dirty look and moved so that I was under him and attacked my neck. I moaned softly and dug my nails into his back and tilted my head slightly so Corbyn had more room. He ran his hand down my chest and down to my underwear, pulling on the front slightly.

I would have probably just let him take them off, but I remember about what Zach said, and decided I didn't want the whole band and staff to know we were having sex.

So instead I took Corbyns hand and brought it back up to my face. He sat up on top of me with a kinda angry look, like he was mad that he couldn't turn me on.

I felt uncomfortable with him just sitting there so I pulled him back down on top of me.

"Corbyn." I Said miserably.

He kissed my collar bone and looked up at me with clear disappointment.

Finally he realized why I was protesting and nodded his head sliding off my body.

He turned away from me pulling the covers up to his chest. I felt so bad. I wish I could just pull him back. But I knew I couldn't. And I know he knew he couldn't either.

It was hard to sleep that night.

Finally morning came and I yawned as Corbyn turned towards me and and kissed me.

We cuddled for awhile until we finally got out of bed.

I pulled on a shirt, my pants already on, and asked Zack where we were.

"We're in Italy. But we are only here so we can take a plane to Australia." He told me, and left.

Perfect. Last night, while I couldn't sleep, I had thought up a plan to confront Tyler.

I went towards the front of the bus and saw Tyler on the couch.

"Hy Tyler." I said and sat down next to him.

He looked up from his phone and slight fear showed in his eyes before it quickly faded. I wanted to ask why, but that was not why I was here.

"Tyler...I know you know me and Corbyn are dating." I said looking straight into Tyler's eyes.

"Yes, I know." Tyler muttered.

"Then why did you separate us two nights ago?"

He looked away. "Because. After that whole viagra thing its best you stay apart..."

"What the f*ck? That literally doesn't even make sense Tyler."

"Look," Tyler turned to me desperateness clear on his face. "You and Corbyn...you have to break up. You can't be together anymore."

"WHAT?!"

How dare Tyler!?!?

"Please." He begged me.

I have never, ever, seen Tyler this desperate. I should have listened to him.

"No. I love him. I don't know what's up Tyler but what your doing and saying right now is so stupid." Then I got up and left.

God, I'll regret that moment for the rest of my life.