"I'm gonna cry." I read the comment out loud.
"No don't cry." I said chuckling. "That'd make me sad."
I made a little frowning face and laughed.
"He's so cuteeeeee" I read a comment.
"Who, me? Naw."
I laughed again and put my chin on my arm.
"Are you wearing a shirt?"
"No I'm not whoopsssss...probably should put one on though."
The comments started exploding saying "no" and "don't put on a shirt on".
"Ahhh." I said and put my head down cause I was blushing.
I don't really understand why the fans like me so much. It's so weird having people say I'm cute and hot and stuff like that.
I looked back up my mouth still covered by my arm. "When are you going on tour?"
"Uhhhhh I don't really know. We've been talking about going on tour but uh we haven't really thought about like where we should go and well how we would get there." I said awkwardly.
I didn't want to talk about all this
"Ehhh I probably should go to bed."
A wave of fans started protesting but I felt really uncomfortable so I told them bye and ended the live. After that I rolled onto my back groaning.
Why do people like me?
It doesn't make sense. People actually like me. People want to watch me. People are crying over me.
This is all too much I need to go to sleep.
The next day
I woke up to my annoying alarm clock like literally everyday. I threw it across the room and it stopped ringing.
"Ughhhhhhhhh..."
The only real reason I still get up is because...well actually I don't have a reason. Why even get up? So I can go and torture myself and make a complete idiot out of myself?
Yes.
I grunted and got outta bed and put on some pants and a shirt.
I ran downstairs and grabbed a apple and ate it as I walked down the road. No one really drives much so I didn't have to worry about getting hit. Not that someone would be able to miss my ugly a-
"Hey Jonah!"
Oh gosh it's Zach.
"Oh uh hey." I said awkwardly.
"Why are you walking in the road?" He said giggling.
I blushed and scratched my neck.
JONAH STOP IT YOU IDIOT!
I dug my nails into my arm making myself stop.
"Oh I uh I don't know..." I said and walked up to the side walk to him.
Just act normal, ok?
Yah right like that'll happen.
Just shut up and say something.
Fine gosh so annoying.
Your talking to yourself idiot.
Dang it.
"You ok?" He said grinning
"What yah I'm good."
"So I saw you went live last night." He said as we started walking.
"Uh yah I like to."
"It's cool, isn't it? Having girls going crazy over you."
"Yah it's kinda strange. I'm not used to people liking me."
"What are you talking about? Your such a likable person. I can't imagine someone not liking you."
"You think so?"
"I know so."
There was a moment of silence and I started getting all sweaty and nervous.
What do I say? Is he going to say something? Do I say something?
Oh gosh calm down Jonah.
CALM DOWN? HOW CAN I CALM DOWN?
Just CALM DOWN Jonah and SAY SOMETHING.
"So uh you like girls?"
OH MY GOSH YOU IDIOT! "Do you like girls?"
Your not HELPING!
Your so screwed!
He started laughing. "Yah I like girls I guess."
"You guess?"
Can you shut up already he's gonna think you're gay.
But I am gay.
Well you don't want him to think that so SHUT UP!
Fine.
"I don't know. I've never had a girl friend. But I like girls."
So there's a chance your gay or bi?
What no shut up it doesn't matter.
Yes it does he's your band mate.
Your not in a band.
Yes I am.
No.
Shut up.
We got to Daniels house and went inside.
Today we talked mostly about tour. We set up a date and figured out were we wanted to go.
I was excited for the Something Different Tour. I still didn't feel right in the band but I was in the band and that was that.
Maybe people will like me.
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Not Me//Jorbyn
Fanfiction"What, no! It's not a date we just are are-" I Said quickly blushing like crazy. "Oh, suck it up Corbyn. He doesn't like you. It's so obvious." Jack muttered. I looked over at Jack shocked. "What? No! I didn't know you were asking me on a date!" ...
