Not Me//Jorbyn

Chapter 19

⚠️ Warning ⚠️
This chapter contains mature content.

I don't really know what happened last night. I mean, I do, I just...I'm so confused. Being confused is a pretty typical mood nowadays though.

I like Jack. I know that. He knows that. We all know that. But why? He's mean, selfish, stubborn, but still so f*cking hot.

He's a bad boy but I find that so attractive for some reason. And such a good kisser. But Corbyn is sweet and caring. And I know Corbyn's good for me, but still a tiny voice says to go to Jack. But if I dated Jack I don't know what would happen. No, what he would do to me. That scares me. That's why I chose Corbyn. And that's why I'm not gonna date Jack.

But either way, it doesn't matter. Because I know if I said stop Corbyn would, but Jack, I don't know. But I guess that's why I like him.

I laid on my side tracing my finger on my bed sheet, thinking.

It doesn't matter now though. Corbyn is my boyfriend now and that's that.

My boyfriend.

I suddenly smiled and pulled open the curtains to my bed, getting out. I pulled on some clothes and walked into our little kitchen area. Daniel was sitting there on his phone and I sat down next to him and talked to him for awhile.

We had driven all night from settle to Texas. Technically, we weren't even there yet. We still had a few hours left till we got there. We weren't performing til tomorrow night though so there was no big rush.

Later Zach came out and joined our conversation along with Corbyn and Jack.

Our personal chef served breakfast and we ate. After that we sat for awhile and talked.

"Let's watch a movie!" Zach yelled and jumped up.

"No scary movies!" Daniel said and got up following Zach to the living room, Jack following behind him.

"OoO Netflix and chill." Corbyn whispered in my ear and I laughed followed behind him.

Corbyn plopped on the crunch and I sat next to him and pulled up my feet.

We ended up picking a horror movie despite Daniels pleading.

It was more scary than we, all, kinda expected. Every time there was a jump scare I would shove my face into Corbyns shoulder. Jack just laughed at me though. Corbyn intertwined his hand with mine and squeezed it every time something scary happened. At one point I even accidentally jumped spilling the popcorn all over the place. Everyone laughed though including me.

Although the movie was kinda scary I enjoyed it. After the movie we just hung out for awhile. We stopped at a gas station and got a bunch of snacks in the after noon and hung out in the bus more before we finally got to Texas. When we got to our hotel we brought our suitcases into our room.

Our managers decided to get us all separate rooms since I guess they think that we spend too much time together and we a need a break from each other so we aren't sick of each other before tour is even over.

I took the room at the end of the hall with a nice view and a king size bed. I honestly don't know how we can afford half the stuff we buy.

I pulled out some clothes for later and sat on my phone for awhile checking Instagram then went to dinner when a manger knocked on my door to come to dinner.

We ate at the hotel then we went back up to our rooms. I took a nice long shower then brushed my teeth.

While I was brushing my teeth a got a text from Corbyn.