RECAP: She gulped, "I'm... pregnant, Laxus"
"W-What...?" he stuttered out
"Laxus, I'm pregnant..."
"I heard you... I just can't... I don't know..." he just didn't know what to say
He let himself fall back onto the couch, his hands gripping his hair. How could this happen?? Well, how else that monster took advantage of her. And the worst part is that he wasn't there to stop him. Right now Laxus needed time to think... but it's not like he is mad or hates her. No, Never... he still loves her. This is just something big that can't be ignored. He has to think of what to say and how. He stood up walking over to the door leaving Lucy standing there alone.
"I just need time alone to think..." he whispered before walking out
Lucy just watched him walk out, her eyes began to tear up and her vision became a blur. She felt her legs give in and she fell onto her knees, crying. She tried to muffle her cries but her hands didn't help. She felt her heart slowly breaking at each beat it took.
What if while he is alone he thinks of leaving her?
What if he tells her he doesn't love her?
That he doesn't want anything to with the baby?
What are the chances that this is his baby and not Natsu's?
She really hopes it's not that... but how can she be sure?
-with Laxus-
'Is this really happening?''What do I tell her?'
'Do I still love her? Of course I do what a stupid question?'
'What will happen now that there is a baby on the way?'
'Is the baby mine or his?'
'Will I be able to handle that?'
'Will I be happy or sad?'
'Happy if it's mine?'
'Will I hate them if the baby is his?'
'Can I love another man's child?'
'I really hope it's mine'
'I can learn to love them right? With her by my side, right?'
These are all the question and thoughts all rushing through his mind. Well, first thing first of course he still loves Lucy, no matter what. That won't change not even with a baby on the way. So when he gets back he has to tell her and reassure her that no matter what he still loves her and will love her till his last breath. Now the next thing is what if the child is his. Then that is fantastic, a child to love that looks like him and her mixed. All the love he can give them, see them grow. Feel their first kick inside her stomach, watch them take their first steps, say their first words and so much more. Just thinking about it now brings a smile to his face thinking about them. How they are growing inside her till the day they are born. He can just imagine the look on his face and tears he will shed when they are born.
But what if it's his child? Can he accept that fact. Can he accept that fact that once he holds the baby in his arms doesn't grow up to look like him. That they grow up to have his hair color or eye color and his traits. Can he learn to love a child that is a mixture of the man he hates and the woman he loves. Maybe? Maybe not? But what he wasn't going to do is leave Lucy go through this alone that's for sure. So, even if it's pains him that the child might not be his, he isn't leaving a pregnant woman go through it alone. So, it was time to go home and tell her what he would be doing for her.
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Thunder Queen -COMPLETED-
FanfictionAfter the Grand Magic Games everyone ignores Lucy because Lisanna is back. Some of them don't ignore her plus a certain team. Lucy has amazing powers but hides them to not hurt anyone. She wants to quit after being hurt, called weak, and kicked out...