Hard To Get (A Janoskian FanFiction)

Shatter

  Did he say 'talk?' I think to myself as fresh tears make their way to my eyes. My last boyfriend said that before he broke up with me. Elli knows this and gasps. Her hands fly to her mouth. "Beau?" She questions, not believing he said that. "Please think about what you're doing. You've done some stupid things."

  He turns away and goes into the hall. Tears pour from my eyes and Elli and I exchange a look and she kisses my cheek. Is this going to happen to Beau and I? I don't want it to, I love him. I really do. I stand up and make my way to the hall. Jai and Elli watch me and Jai closes the door for me, staying in the room with El. Beau's sitting with his hands behind his head and against the wall. I just look at him, waiting. "Lila-"

  "If you're going to leave me, just say it. I don't need a speech." I mumble.

  He looks up at me, shocked. "What? Why would I-"

  "'We need to talk.'!" I yell, finger quoting him. I rub at my tears. He stands up and comes towards me.

  "Lila, I would never ever break up with you. Like, ever! I just love you so much!"

  Suddenly, I feel suffocated. "I need to go." I exclaim and head for the stairs.

  "Wait!" He calls after me and I turn around. He takes off his sweater and reveals his bare chest. In my mind, I'm going insane. I bite my lip and take the grey and black sweater from him. I look in his eyes and turn away, going down the stairs. I put the sweater on as I walk out the door. As I try to register what happened just then, I look at the sky. The should probably be setting soon. I take my path and about 5 minutes later hear footsteps behind me, I spin on my heel only to see Cole about 20 feet away.

  He scratches the back of his head. "Um... Hey Girl." I smile and wave him to come beside me. I turn around and keep walking. "You crying?" He asks from my left and I nod rubbing away a tear. "What's the matter?" He knows it's him and I glare at him. "Oh...me." I nod. "Uh... You wanna watch the sun go down with me? Make you feel a lot better." I look up at him.

  "We're in the woods?" I question and he looks down at me gesturing to around us.

  "Trees!" He looks at a specific one and examines it, then he walks towards it. I stall for a second, but then follow him. "Okay." He says, grabbing onto a branch and hoisting himself onto it. "Do what I do, and don't fall down." That's comforting. I say and do whathe does, almost falling multiple times, but we laugh it off. He settles for a branch sturdy enough to hold the two of us and I take the spot beside him. I look out at the dark pinks and purples blending together perfectly.

  "Wow." I say. "It's breathtaking." I say and look over at Cole looking into my eyes. "What?" I ask, tucking a peice of hair behind my ear. I cuddle Beau's sweater.

  "Did anyone ever tell you that you have the most beautiful green eyes?" I nod.

  "I know a few people." I think of Beau's beautiful green eyes. I smile at the sky, more purple now.

  "Hey, can I try something?" He asks, and I look over at him just as he's leaning in towards me, or more specifically, his lips. I jerk back and lose my balance on the branch. I fall down the tree, branches hitting me on the way down, in the head, arms, knees, everywhere. Luckily, we weren't that high in the tree, but high enough for it to hurt extremely once I hit the ground. I cry out in pain, and look at my left arm, blood is leaking through the grey arms of Beau's sweater and it's torn. "Girl!?" Cole yells, and I moan, getting off the ground just as he lands carefully on it. I walk away from him. "Hey, wait!"

  "I'm just going to say one thing." I say, looking him in the eye. "If you think I'd ever let you kiss me, you're incredibly wrong.I know for a fact you know I have a boyfriend, and if you ever come near me again, you'll regret it." I say coolly, and turn away from him. I start walking and flinch at my arms once and a while. Once I round a turn I take the sweater off and examine my arm. It's dark, but I can see that there's a huge gash, and I flinch when I touch it. I put the sweater back on and continue my walk to the cabin. After a while I see the cabin lights and soon I'm on the porch. I walk into the house and go straight up the stairs and into my room. No sign of Beau. I close the door and close my eyes, leaning against the door.