Hard To Get (A Janoskian FanFiction)

Madly

  A:N\ WOOOOWWW. Just freaking wow. This is the best thing I have ever wrote. I am going to burst out crying at my progress in this any second now. I'm freaking just....wow. This really is a beautiful chapter. I listened to 'World Of Chances' by Demi Lovato bascially the whole time. It semi-relates to the chapter, but mostly just the music. It's gorgeous. I reccomend you listen to it, like, put it on repeat while you read this. :) It's just wow. Wow is the word okay? Enjoy this. On an un-emotional note: HAPPY PI DAY! 3.14. WOO. ok byeee :) enjoyyyyyyyy.

  Nights like these are the ones I like most when I'm with Beau. The only different thing is we're in London, and this is the last time I'll see him until Christmas. Oh, and we're engaged. For our final night, he took me to a riverside restaurant and now, at the end of the night, we're sitting at the end of a dock. In silence. Neither of us know what to say, so it's quiet as water swishes beneath us. I just start smiling. "What?" He asks.

  "Remember when we first met?" I ask and burst out laughing.

  "Wh-why are you laughing?" He asks, laughing nervously with me. "It took me a while to get you, and I can hardly hold on." He says and I look over, containing my laughter.

  "I never thought I'd end up marrying some guy who publically embarassed me is all." I say and it goes silent before Beau bursts out laughing.

  "And I never thought I'd end up marrying the victim of one of my favourite pranks!" He chuckles, pulling me closer to him. I've never seen Beau wear a winter coat before, but he bought one for the memories. I'm wearing a heavy grey sweater, wool coat, dark red pants and high black boots. "I love you, and I'm sorry." He says.

  "Why are you sorry?" I ask, looking up at him.

  He's quiet for a second as he studies my deep brown hair. I dyed it darker over the summer when he was gone with the help of Elli. "For not being here." He says. "For not understanding." He smiles slightly.

  "You understand me, and I understand why you can't be here." I say, smiling at him.

  "I didn't notice the little things over the summer, when I wasn't here I didn't think you would miss me as much as you did." I shrug, not wanting to remember those nights. "I don't even know what you're taking in University, Lila." He mumbles.

  "Nursing." I say quietly.

  "Nursing?" He asks. I nod, smiling. "That is so you." I raise an eyebrow at him. "Well, you like to help people." He shrugs.

  "I was going to take paedeatrics, but I figured it would be too difficult."

  "Like, working with kids?" He asks. I nod slowly. "You could do that, I think. I've never seen you with kids." He says, shrugging.

  "I love kids." I tell him.

  "You'll make a good mommy someday." He says, kissing my cheek. I smile wide, thinking of the rest of my life with Beau. "I have a high school education, The Janoskians is all I've got."

  "You're one of the reasons I'm taking nursing. We're going to need money, right?" I laugh.

  "I can make money with the boys." He says.

  "Yeah, I know, but how much?" I ask.

  "As long as I'm happy, I don't care." He says and I smile, shaking my head a little at him. "But nurses make good money. Think of the amazing retirement we'll be able to have." He says, nudging me. I giggle, smiling at him.

  "I'm scared of having a long distance relationship." I confess.

  "Ah, we'll be fine. I love you. We're engaged. Maybe we can bump the wedding to next summer." He says and my eyes widen, looking up into his. "What?" He asks, laughing.