The Best. By far. Is you (Wes x Reader)

What the fuck?

The next morning was hard for Emily, she just wanted to Stay in bed But she knew she was filming a What Are those with Wes and Joven

She wasn't even in bed at the moment she was still on the couch.

So she Got up from the couch to get ready, she showered and Got dressed into a light pink hoodie and a pair of high waisted black jeans.

She left her hair unruly. Her curls being everywhere and impossible to style.

She decided to skip breakfast As she was feeling quite nauseous

She Dreaded going to the Office now, she wasn't ready to face him Or any Of her friends yet. Their friends.

She felt like an absolute zombie while she Got ready, her mind was Foggy and her movement slow - today was Not a good Day.

It didnt help that it had started pouring Down as she had Walked home Yesterday Whixh meant she had gotten completely soaked Without her bomber jacket

She felt like shit mentally and physically, all she wanted to do was to have a Day in bed so she could sleep the pain away

She looked a lot more pale than usual. She had massive bags under her eyes. She looked so worn out. Great. Just great.

Her mental health had taken a drastic turn too, her mind filled with all these feelings, thoughts and insecutities.

I would never be into someone like Emily

But she had to be a Big girl and just deal with the realization that Wes Would never like her in that Way- at least this Way she could move On right? Of course that was all easier said than done.

When she Got into the Office she was greeted by everyone from the Smosh team.

'Hi guys' She Said quietly keeping her head Down and headed over to her desk to do her make up

She started doing her make up and tried to block everyone out as she could hear some Of Them whispering.

She felt someone gently Pat her, and she didnt have to look up to guess who it was

'Em! Are you ready to film your first ever What Are those'  Wes asked excitedly

Emily hesitated before looking at Wes, and doing her Best to force a smile On her face

Of coursé he was looking as amazing as always smiling at her with that side smile Of his, she could swear that he was litterally the embodiment Of actual sunshine.

He was looking at her like he didn't just break her heart into a million pieces. To be fair he of course didn't know that he just broke her heart.

He was the one person she wanted to talk to. The one person she told everything. But she couldn't tell him this.

'Yeah i just hope it won't get to bizarre' she laughed though Not genuinely

His expression seemed to change a bit to a look Of worry

'Are you okay' he asked as he looked at her

' I'm okay really,  didn't sleep much so I'm still a bit tired... I can always nap around lunch or something'

Wes didn't seem fully convinced but let it go.

'Okay but if you want to talk about it I'm here okay?'

'Yeah of course. Thank you. I have to get myself ready before we film'

Wes just nodded and left to give her space. Something seemed off with him though. She couldn't put her finger on it though.