The Great Temptation(The Mortal Instruments fanfic)

Chapter 11: My Worst Nightmare

Jase's P.O.V

Great. Clary goes to the 'dark side' and she breaks up with me. Sebastian crossed my mind. If he hurt her again...well let's just say he wouldn't do it again.

As if she read my thoughts, Clary said," There's no one else,it's just...I don't have enough room for you. As Valentine's lieutenant I."

I cut her off," Remember what Mayrse said. Valentine had told almost every Circle member that they were his lieutenant."

" The Circle has been reborn. I've worked with Valentine for a long time..."

" I lived with Valentine for years, and I still don't like him," I interjected.

" That's a lie," Clary whispered.

" Not entirely. Valentine was my father, I couldn't just stop loving him ," I was out of breath.

" That's the thing. I have a father now. Don't you see how amazing that is for me," Clary looked up at me.

" I can see how it's appetizing," I said slowly, and gently.

" I thought you of all people would understand," Clary looked genuinely sad.

" I do. But this isn't you Clary," God! Now I see how horrible it was for her, when I was under Sebastian's control.

" It isn't," she agreed," now I'm better."

" No your not, Clary. Please listen to me!" I cried.

" Jase I think you need to leave," her voice was low, menacing.

" I won't until you see reason, Clary," I shook my head.

" Jase I need to think this through!" Clary stood.

" You'll loose Clary. In whatever you and Valentine are planning, and in fighting me," I didn't want to hurt her.

" I've gotten better," she argued.

I remembered how much Valentine could teach me in one day. In weeks, he could have already caught her up, and put her ahead.

" I'm sure you have," I smiled, tightly. The fact that I hadn't watched her progress made me sad.

" I could beat you," she insisted.

" Clary, please don't do this," I pleaded.

" I want to fight you Jase. I want you to see how much better I've gotten. Please?"

The one I love saying please. Yup. There goes my resistance. " Fine!"

She squeaked" Yay!"

She lead me too the training room. It was huge. Way bigger then the Institute's. The whole place was maroon. That was the Circle's color. It was to symbolize the blood of an enemy. Creepy. Valentine had told me a lot about the Circle.

"Go wait by that mat over there," she told me," I need to change."

Girls are all the same.

" Ready?" I asked when she came back.

" Oh yeah," she nodded.

We circled each other. I could tell she wanted me to attack first, but I didn't want to give in. I waited. Finally she got inpatient, and attacked. I had expected her to just punch me. Instead she flew under my legs, and kick my back. I barley felt it.

I spun around, and her legs out from under her. This didn't faze her. She got up, and kicked me in the stomach. I grabbed her foot, and flipped her. she landed on her back, and didn't move. I moved toward her, to see if she was okay. Her eyes flew open and my foot I was jerked forward. While I was on my back, Clary pinned me.

" Nice," I smiled.

Then, unexpectedly, she kissed me. The kiss seemed to say a million things. I love you was one of them. It also said, I'm still Clary. And that she wasn't really with Valentine.

I broke away," Really?"

" Yes," she nodded, knowing that I would get the message.

I was still hurt from earlier," Were you serious about breaking up with me?"

" Yes," she sighed.

Her eyes said something different though. I got it now. Valentine had cameras everywhere. She was planning something. Something that wasn't apart of. Or maybe I was, but she needed time to tell me. Whatever it was, I respected that.

" Am I leaving the Estate?" I asked, scared.

" No, but May is," she said.

" What? Why? When?" I demanded.

" She left this morning. May said it was hard to be around you," Clary shrugged.

" In a bad way?" I was confused.

" She's in love with you Jase," she said flatly.

" Oh God," I rolled out from under her.

" 'Cmon. You can't tell me you didn't expect it," Clary rolled her eyes.

" I did," I said.

" Then what's the problem?" she asked.

" I hate hurting people like that Clary," I buried my face in my hand.

" Jase will you help me with something?" Clary asked.

An/ Hi guys. Omg 1,200 reads. Happy dance, Happy dance.

How'd you guys like the chapter. I thought you'd like that Clary wasn't EVIL. Mwahahahahahaha. I am. Sort of. I mean does having a crush on Sebastian/ Jonathan make me EVIL. Cuz I do.

:'( Still no questions.

No shout outs

But I still love you. So yeah I am evil, cuz I just destroyed you. Mwahahahaha

BTW Melinda and Pandora are back(see chapter 3). Sorry I just didn't know what to do with them.