Bullied By My Crush (COMPLETED)

Part 23 ~ Sad Song ~

Hey everyone!! maaf banget nih buat kalian yang udah Setia banget baca cerita ini, maaf ya tiba tiba partnya aneh, jadi tuh harusnya (part sad song) sebelum (part change me) so kalo kalian mau baca nya nyambung berarti kalian baca (part sad song) dulu ya... baru (part change me) 🥰.

Author's Pov

She stares at her ceiling once again, with 100 thoughts. "Maybe he knows who I am?" "actually, probably not"...
She walks down the hall with her head down low
Scared to meet his eyes
Even when she hears his voice, she's swarmed with butterflies

It's impossible to get you off my mind
I think about 100 thoughts and you are 99
I've understood that you will never be mine, and that's fine... I'm just breaking inside

He always walks the crowded halls, and is blinded by this light
A girl who keeps her head down low, and never shows her eyes...
He's tried to talk to her but there's no easy way
'Cause everytime he raises his voice, she runs away

Oh it's impossible to get you off my mind
I think about 100 thoughts and you are 99
I've understood that you will never be mine, and that's fine... I'm just breaking inside

And one day, maybe she'll stay
And start to head over his way
And one day, she'll look into his eyes, and instead of breaking, she'll call him mine...
One day he'll grab her by the waist
And force them to meet
Face to face
And one day, he'll look into her eyes
And say that "You're my only light"

Oh it's impossible to get you off my mind
I think about 100 thoughts and you are 99
Maybe there's a chance that you will be mine
But right now... I'm just broken inside

-OneDay-TateMcrae-

Author's Pov

Menagis seharian diiringi alunan lagu Indah tapi memiliki artian yang menyakitkan tidak begitu buruk kan?

Apalagi sekarang Penyakit Jesslyn semakin sering kambuh

Memuntahkan darah dan mimisan sudah menjadi hal yang biasa untuk Jesslyn

Kesedihan dan kehancuran juga sudah sering terjadi di kehidupan Jess, apalagi yang harus Jesslyn lakukan?

Berharap keajaiban datang itu sudah sangat sering dan hasilnya sama saja

Kalian tau rasanya jadi Jesslyn? Sangat menyakitkan terlebih dia tidak pernah merasakan bagaimana rasanya memiliki keluarga

Waktu kecil yang menemaninya hanya Cecil dan Papa Cecil alias Uncle. Joe

Mereka yang sering mengisi waktu luang Jesslyn, mereka sering membantu Jesslyn bahkan memberikan motivasi  untuk Jesslyn

Sering teringat akan kejahatan Orang tuanya pada dirinya waktu batita tapi dia hanya bisa menangis di bawah pohon rindang

Uncle Joe sangatlah menyayangi Jesslyn dia bahkan menganggap Jesslyn sebagai anaknya karena ia tau Jesslyn sendirian dan tidak memiliki teman

Flashback on

Dahulu Jesslyn kecil sangatlah cantik, melebihi Bailey tapi tetap saja orangtuanya lebih memilih Bailey dibanding kan Jesslyn