CODE RED (Book 1)

Rumors

I heaved over once more my stomache feeling like it was all going to come out of my mouth as I threw up in the toilet. Crouching down on my knees bent over. I breathed in and out slowly afraid if I took to much of a big breath then I would heave over again.

I weakly grabbed at the sink counter pulling myself back up finally done with my regurgitation- for now at least, it had been going on for hours, in my disbelief. How much exactly had I drunk last night?

I didn't know nor did I want to think about it, the thought made my stomach twist. Lifting myself from the floor, wobbling on my feet I slowly made my way in the view of the mirror having to support myself against the sink , trying not to fall like I had done like the first time.

My head ached. I was still dealing with the hang over and I didn't like it, one bit. Reaching a hand for ward I turned on the sink, washing my hands and splattering cold water on my face to wake myself up or to at least try and make my hot face feel better.

I turned the faucet off and rested my hands on either side of the sink looking up at my nauseated features. I looked and felt impaired. But this was not compared to what I looked like yesterday before all of this had happened. I looked like...someone else as scary as it sounded, it was true.

I looked away from the mirror and picked up a towel on the floor.

I had long since decided to skip school today mainly because of the situation with Alex and because I wasn't feeling all that great at the moment.

I cleaned up and went back to my bed room and dropped myself down on the bed carelessly face first.

My eyes were heavy for sleep but I couldn't close them, not yet at least. "I had way to much on my mind. Was what Alex said true?" That Stormy forced herself onto him."

I had been to shocked and heartbroken to think about the explanation he had told me. All in all he said them with truth in his eyes and face as if he wasn't lying but my mind was mixed up and I still had the unwanted memory of the two of them kissing last night which made it hard for me to believe him.

For once I actually thought the alcohol had taken a toll on me and made me see something different then what I let on, just like Alex had said but I know what I saw and it didn't look like he made a move to stop her from kissing him. "Or at least...that's what I thought."

Maybe he had tried to push her away but my mind had stayed frozen from the alcohol which made me picture them both kissing longer then what it actually led on to be.

I shook my head and covered my eyes with my hand after closing both of my eyelids. Even if what he said was true he still wasn't fond of me anymore. Hell, I had sex with a guy I just met last night without any memory of it, there were only slight flash backs to the scenes of him touching and kissing me as I laid down on some hard surface. Plus the message he sent me had enough proof that we had done what I suspected, but how was I to be sure?"

I mean, I had been drunk but there were other sexual things he and I could have done that didn't involve him going inside...me. I paused my thoughts for a second. My face grew hot at the thought I had just had. I shook my head getting the unwanted image out of my brain before it got stuck.

We couldn't of had sex, my ass didn't hurt or feel like anything... Like nothing happened. But I did feel a little odd as if I could still feel the lingering touches from Lock. I sighed and turned over on my side staring at the wall where the guitar that Alex had given me sat propped against the wall.

I blinked a couple times at it, my mind becoming blank. I pursed my lips together bitterly and turned away from the instrument I was now facing the other wall, finding it to hard to stare at something he had given me because he had cared. I knew he wouldn't have that same feeling for me anymore.