CODE RED (Book 1)

Forgivness

I closed my eyes slowly as Alex's hand caressed my head making sure not to hurt me where I had been hit with what ever it was that Adam had hit me with.

I felt relieved. All the weight on my shoulders was lifted and I felt free from the depressed feeling I had felt for the last past week.

I opened my eyes again to look Alex in his. He once again gave me a small smile. It was as if things were as they were before we had broken up. I averted my eyes away from his in thought.

I was lucky he was with me again, I seriously couldn't live without him. He had helped me threw the crazy crap I had been threw and just calling it quits all because of a stupid mistake was just plain wrong. But I knew he had the right to have a say in our current relationship.

But were we really ready to be together again? I had said we wouldn't fight anymore. . .but was it enough to keep us together?

"You okay?" Alex asked, leaning his head in front of my eyes from the direction they had been looking in.

"Yeah. . .Just thinking." I answered quietly.

"You're worried about us aren't you?" He asked catching me off guard.

I blinked at him surprised that he had caught what I was thinking so quickly." How did you know?"

"Gareki" He said flashing me a cute smile. I can still read your emotions even if we did break up. Now tell me.

"Right." I bit my lip before answering. Do you think we can still be together even threw all that's happened between us?

Alex never looked away from me as I asked him this. His smile disappeared and he gave me a serious look. Yes I do. We've been threw a lot for the past few weeks, I don't think even threw the most trouble we've gone threw can break us up again. Even if it does, we always end up back together or making up.

I thought about his words before nodding." I just hope what happened at that party passes us as if it never happened." I said quietly.

I can't say that it entirely will for me. Alex admitted. But in truth I really couldn't stand being away from you even when I was mad at you. I know I already told you this but I just want you to remember it.

I was quiet for a moment, revolving around what he had possible been threw while waiting for my response for the whole Stormy kissing him thing.

I'm really sorry. I found myself saying. I looked out the window where the rain drops had ceased in their fall from the still clouded skies. For everything that I caused you to feel. I know it must have tortured you to hear me not believe in what you said.

It did. Alex sighed. But I'm really relieved that you finally believe me. It hurt because I had tried so hard just to make you believe that I truly only liked you. I had said it to you plenty of times and when you denied what I admitted to you from the party. . .I snapped, I guess you could say.

Truthfully I was just really upset at what I had seen with you and Stormy in that hall way. I wasn't thinking clearly.

Me and Stormy were just talking but then. . .she admitted something to me. . .Alex started.

I looked at him curiously wanting him to continue." What?" I frowned.

She told me she liked me. That she wanted me to be with her. But of course many girls don't understand that I'm into guys, right when I was going to explain to her that I was gay she jumped at me and suddenly she was kissing me. I could tell she was drunk. He explained.

And, of course that was when I walked in on you two. I said miraculously.

I wish you hadn't, then this fight wouldn't have started. Alex stated truthfully.